I said my goodbye and turned the live off. I went back to my bed and opened twitter, which was a good/bad choice. I got lots of 'get well soon' tweets but there were lots of hate tweets too, even though most of the tweets were good but it still hurt my feelings. I never care about my haters so much because I've always think that they're just jealous but I felt like I actually care now.
The guys saw my sad expression, so they walked closer and sat on the bed. Jin looked concerned as usual, Suga looked worried, V looked like he wanted me to tell him what happened, Jimin looked sad and the rest kept their heads down.
"What happened?"
"Haters"
"You never cared about haters. You know it's just that they're jealous."
"I know, but it's just that I feel sad and the haters are right, I'm just an attention catcher and I don't deserve to live."
"No, that's not true. You know that Jun. Stop all this nonsense."
"I don't know anymore. Life isn't fair, Jin."
"I'm sorry but you have to take the chemo pills now."
"No. I won't take this stupid chemo pills. I don't want to loose my hair. I don't want to feel sick after it. No. No. No way" I said while shaking my head.
"But you have to. Your cancer is spreading fast."
"As if I care about it. I don't care. If I'll die, who cares? I don't. The one I love leaves me so I don't care anymore. Just go out." I said angrily
"You have to. Jungkook, come on. Please." Jin said
"No Jin, I know it will hurt alot. It'll make me weak. So stop. Just accept it. Accept the fact that I'll die. Just leave me alone"
"No. We're not going to leave you. We're your brother, your friend. We're your family. We'll stay by yourside no matter what happened. You're our golden maknae."
"I don't care. Just go out. I need sometime alone." I said angrily
"Okay." They said in union and left
I cried once all of them left. I don't want to live, should I commit sucide now? Maybe? But wait, my mom will be sad, so will the rest of my family, my brother will be lonely, but I left him alone most of the time. My family still have my brother, right? So I guess they'll be fine. Ashley too. She hates me so I guess it was okay.
Jin's POV
We went out of Jungkook's room and sat on the chairs infront. I hate Ashley for making him so broken like this. He wouldn't be this broken if it wasn't for her. If she didn't end their relationship, Jungkook will directly take those chemo pills because he felt loved, but now? I don't know.
I want to call her, so I did. I sent her Jungkook's photo on the hospital bed that I took earlier and called her.
"Look what you've done Ashley Amber Johnson. Jungkook is so broken. He didn't want to take his chemo pills now. He felt like no one loves him. He ran away after you finished your call and he was found unconcious on the toilet." I yelled and called her by her full name, she deserved it.
"Look Jin, I'm really sorry. I don't mean to broke him like this but I don't have a choice."
"You don't have a choice? Really? You have a choice Ashley. Either you leave him or stay with him but you choosed to leave him!"
"I'm sorry. Really. I'm really sorry. I don't mean to leave him. Oh lord, he looks so sick." She said sadly
"But you did. You broke him. You.."
"I get it. I may be the most evil person on earth. I am so selfish, I get it. You can call me whatever you want but really, I do actually care about him."
"So? Do you think I can believe you just like that? If you really care about him, you wouldn't leave him."
"But-"
"Keep it. Keep all your bullshits."
"No. I know you'll think that I'm evil or whatsoever but I really care about him. I know I left him but I love him. I still love him Jin."
"But why do you leave him then?"
"I..I don't know. Is he okay?"
"He's really stressed out. He wants us to leave him. He thinks that you hate him. So yeah and he took the haters seriously and he's really sad now."
"Oh...h..how can I help?"
"Well you can date him again. No that's a stupid idea. Obviously. What am I thinking?"
"I..don't know. We..we can be friends you know. I don't want him to be broken. It's sad to see him like this."
"But wont he'll be more broken if you tell him that you just want to be friends? Well, I don't really know."
"I can't promise that I'll date him again because I don't want him to be more broken and I also don't want to be in a relationship that is like forced even if I still love him. You know that kind of relationship sucks"
"Okay I guess."
"Um..can you like update me with his condition? Please?"
"Okay. I will." I said and hung up
"Did you called Ashley?" Jimin asked
"Uh...yeah."
"So?" V asked
"So what? I told her everything, I hope she choose the right decision. That's all I can do."
"Um...okay I guess. Maybe he'll be happier and wont stresssed his condition too much if they're together again." Suga said
"Yeah, I hope that happen though cause I don't like seeing him like this. Well she told me to update on his condition and said that she still loves him amd she care about him."
"Oh. That's good. I hope she's thinking straight. I really want him to feel better, because I don't like to see him this way too. He's so different Jin. I'm sad when he's sad. He's like my real brother, not only brother in heart." J-hope said
"Yeah. Me too. I know. Let's just hope for the best." I said
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Stay {BTS FF | Jeon Jungkook}
FanficJungkook a member of the famous K-pop group BTS had cancer while he was doing a tour with the rest of the boys. Will he be able to continue the tour? When Ashley, his girlfriend knew about this, she broke up with him because she didn't want her hear...
