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What? He did what?

I feel the sun hitting my face and I open my eyes groaning, as I look around I don't see anybody so I got up from the big chair and made my way to the kitchen just to see Noah sitting at the table.
" Good morning. Where's everybody?"   I asked looking over at him and he shakes a bit from my voice making me laugh a little. " good morning, they are all home now, you were sleeping so well that we decided not to wake you up" he said, I was a little sad because I was actually expecting Colin to be here when I woke up but I guess I was wrong.
Noah asked if I wanted some breakfast but since it was 11:40 am already I took the choice to skip it, so Noah gave me a ride home.

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I was now sitting on the couch on my phone watching some TV. I go check my snapchat and I see that I have a snapchat from Jay, a guy from my english class, I open it and it says " you're so pretty", since Jay is friends with Colin I decide to take a screenshot and send it to Colin but before I could send it to him I have another snapchat from Jay saying " Are you going to send it to Colin? Please don't do it, I don't think he wants me talking to you", I answered him " why??".
After that he took a while to answer me and I could not wait anymore to know why Colin do not want me talking to him. Twelve minutes later I received a Snapchat from Jay saying " because I know a few things about him ", I immediately answered him " what things ?". He sent me a screenshot of Colin asking a girl named Isla for nudes and it was on March so we were already talking and having something more than a normal friendship, at that moment I was so shocked that I did not know what to do, I felt sick to my stomach and I wanted to know if that was true or not so I sent Colin the screenshot. I lay down in bed and I just felt like crying, how could he do this to me? Why did he do this? Why was he playing me? Why was he saying all that things to me ? Why was telling  me that I was special to him and that he really liked me? I feel my phone buzz, I pick it up and see that Colin has answered me. I open the message:
Colin: who sent u that???
Me: why are u more worried about who sent me the screenshot than how I am feelin right now?!! Why were you asking Isla for nudes?? Isn't porn enough for you?! Why did you do this to me?!!
Colin: Inês I don't think that we can solve anything by texting. I'm coming over
Me: there's anything to solve here!! You're a fuckin jerk!!
Colin: I'm on my way, 5 minutes
Me: stop!!!! I don't want to talk to u!! LEAVE ME ALONE
A mixing of feelings is destroying me inside. I feel mad at Colin for what he did, I feel frustrated for being so stupid and believing in him, I feel heartbroken, I feel hungry because I haven't eat anything...I don't even know what to think anymore. I feel a tear rolling down my cheek and I can not hold myself anymore, I just burry my face in my pillows and cry like crazy.
Suddenly I hear a knock on my door, I groaned to myself just by the thought of having to see Colin's face, I can not believe he actually came over. I think that I will act like I am not here, I need to play hard to get!!!
"C'mon Inês I know you're in there, let me in please I'm begging you" Colin said knocking on the door again. "Seriously Inês I don't care anymore" and suddenly the door opened and I just stayed the way I was.
I feel Colin sitting at the bottom of my bed and he stays quiet for a while, the only thing I could hear was his sighs.
"Look Inês, I know you are mad at me and you have all the reasons to be mad at me but I only did that because I was having fun, I admit that I was enjoying playing with that girl and I was enjoying playing with her feelings. I know that after what I did and what I said you will think that I'm a monster and I don't care about girls or their feelings but that's not true! I..I only asked her for nudes to show them to my friends so they would think that I was the best  and I could show me off and make them think that I did something that they weren't able to do. I know! It's stupid but we weren't that close at that time..." that's when I could not that quiet anymore and I exploded.
" HOW CAN YOU USE A GIRL TO SHOW YOURSELF OFF?! HOW CAN YOU TELL ME WE WERE NOT CLOSE AT THAT TIME WHEN YOU WERE THE ONE SAYING YOU LIKED ME?! Seriously I can not look at your face right now" I said as I got up from my bed.
"Inês" Colin grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the bed and I just sighed sitting myself in the bed again. " I know what I did was wrong I know that! And I really do not remember us being close at that time" At this moment I was losing my temper with Colin how can he be this stupid? It annoys me so badly! " it was in March! We were close already! How can you forget everything like that?!" Tears started rolling down my face again and Inwas frustrated that I could not hold back the tears in front of Colin, I didn't want him to know that he had this impact on me.
"Inês please don't cry"
" NOW YOU CAN GO AND TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU HAVE MADE ME CRY!! Go ahead I don't care anymore" I said as I started crying uncontrollably.
" I WILL NOT TELL ANYONE THAT!!!! Do you think I feel good about myself? Do you think I don't feel bad for seeing you cry?"
"Colin please leave ok? We will talk later I just want to go to sleep and think about everything" and with that I got up and locked myself in the bathroom.
I stayed on the bathroom floor crying for a good 20 minutes and I just fell asleep there.
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Sorry guys, I haven't been updating lately but I have been busy with other books ( btw go check them out) and I just don't have much time. Hope you liked this little bit of drama.