This was it I was stood outside the church doors arm in arm with my dad I was about to marry the love of my life I felt excited nervous sick but most of all guilty because I'd slept with Ryan a few hours before and enjoyed it I wanted to marry Adam I love him the doors opened and I started walking down the aisle I could see Adam stood at the end he looked good in his suit I could see the lads stood at the side of him Ryan looked at me then quickly looked away Adam didn't look at me till I was stood at the side of him he smiled at me and leaned in "you look amazing" he told me I smiled back the vicar started the service and before long we were man and wife he leaned in to kiss me "I love you mrs Pitts" he said I pulled him back to me kissing him again "I love you too mr Pitts" I felt him smile into the kiss "you look beautiful" he told me I pulled away and caught sight of Ryan he looked completely heartbroken
