Aiza POV
"You are a monster and nothing else." I yelled and run in the washroom.
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I lock the door and lean against it. How can he do this to me? I wipe my tears and strip my clothes. I turn on the shower and stand under it. It is a cold water making me shiver but I don't care.
I warp myself in towel and go in the walk in closet whose one door is attach to the washroom. I take out T-shirt and trouser, and wear it. I look in the mirror at myself, not know what to do. I feel like my body is betraying me because my body start craving for him to touch like no one did before.
My heart also start wanting him to touch me and make me feel special but my mind or brain are not satisfied with my heart and body. I close my eyes as my heart and brain start fighting with each other. I have start having my inner battle.
Give this relationship a chance. My heart said.
No, you know what he did with you right now. My brain said.
But it's his right. You know you always pushed him away and may frustrated him. Give him a chance, he is a nice guys. My heart said.
He is not a nice guy. If he is a nice guy then why he did this to you. My brain said.
Because you pushed his button and it cause him anger. Heart.
But still its his fault. Brain.
No, it's your own fault. Heart.
No, it's his.
No, yours.
No, his.
No, yours.
No, hi-.
"Stop." I whispered putting my hands on my ears stopping my inner battle.
I close my eyes tightly and decide that I'll give this relationship a chance. I decide to listen to my heart.
I sigh and start looking for him in the house but I don't find him. He is not in the house nor his car is in the drive way.
I close my eyes and go back to my room. I sigh and lay down on the bed staring at the ceiling thinking about how to apologize from him for my behavior.
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I wake up alone in the room, still he is not coming back. I sigh and control my tears. I go in the washroom and change my clothes in simple shalwar and kameez.
I again start looking for him but again he is not back. Someone clear their throat making me turning around and see Sheroz bhai with little Mahreen in his arms sleeping. I greet him and he greets me back.
"Did you have your breakfast or not?" He asked me.
I shake my head and he sighs, hands me little sleeping doll. I hold her and follow him to the kitchen. He starts cooking breakfast and I quietly sit on the chair with Mahreen in my arms.
"Did you guys have fight?" He asked nicely and softly.
I hummed looking down at the little and cute baby doll in my arms with a sad smile.
"I don't know what happened between you two but please give a chance to this relationship. You are like a sister to me which I never have. I want you two guys happy not only me but everyone you both guys happy. If something between you two then shot out things. Find the best opportunity and talk with him." He said putting breakfast in front of me and sit across me.
I quietly eat breakfast and slowly nod my head. We both eat in silence. A little while later, Mahreen wake up and start crying. Sheroz bhai quickly rush out of of the house and come back with the feeder of Mahreen. He heats it after pouring milk in it. When it heats, he gives me bottle of her and I feed her.
"Come on, let's go to home." He said going out of the house.
I go back in the room and take my cell, and then follow bhai to his car. I quietly sit in the car with Mahreen in my arms. I'm lost in my own world as she playing with my hairs and fingers.
Few hours later, we reach at our house and I quietly go to my room which I and Musa are sharing. I put Mahreen on the bed because she is again sleeping taking her little nap. I also lay down with her making pillow wall on the other side so she will not fall.
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It's been three weeks since that incident and he is completely ignoring me. Whenever I try to call him and talk him, he goes out of the room.
Right now everyone is going out of the city, not everyone except I, Musa, Sheroz bhai and Mahreen. Mama and dado hug me and both men, means papa and dadu put their hand on my head before leaving.
Few hours later, when everyone went there is a knock on the door of my room. I open it and see Sheroz bhai with Mahreen in his arms and a apologetic smile.
"Aiza, I and Musa have some important work to take care of and we are also both going out of the city. Can you take care of her? Or you can go to your parents house if you want." He said rubbing his back of the neck.
"No worries. I can take care of her and how long you both are going out of the city?" I asked taking her in my arms.
"For few weeks maybe for a month." He said sadly.
"It's OK. I'll take care of her. You guys go. BTW when are you going?" I asked him.
"Just now. Musa is at airport waiting for me." He said looking at me with concern.
"Oh! Have a save journey then." I said him with a smile.
The truth is it's hurts too much that he is already left without informing me. He nods his head and kiss on Mahreen head.
"Take care both of you and Allah Hafiz!" He said.
"You too and Allah Hafiz!" I said.
He go out of the room and I look down at Mahreen who is looking at me with her big orbs. I kiss on her nose and little fingers making her giggle.
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Assalam o Alaikum!
How are you all doing?
What do you all think now? Now Aiza is ready and want to give this relationship a chance but now Musa is going away from her. What will happen? Any guess?
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