Looking back at what I did 4 years ago was selfless, dangerous and reckless.
I was young and naïve.
I was stupid.
I should've known better. Better than falling for the man who had used me for his own benefits.
The man who is a pedophile.
The man I thought he was the one.
The one I will spend the rest of my life with.
The one I'm going to marry and have kids with.
The one who will love me for as long as I live.
Well so much for that.
At night I went to bed with the thought of I lose my virginity to a pedophile.
At night I regret everything I did with him. I wished it never happened and that we would never cross paths.
I hate him for seeing me as his target.
I hate myself for letting him in and broke me.
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We can't rewrite history.
We can only learned from it.
You are always free to choose,
but you are never free from the consequences of your choice.
If I could, I would go back and tell my young self to make better choices. I would tell her that he's not worth the problem I went through. He. Is. Not the one.
But I can't. All I can do is set that aside, lesson learned, and move on with life.
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