I closed my eyes....I could feel the wind blow against my face.
I could smell the cool air and it made me feel so free.
This was one time that I could escape from this nightmare and into my dreams.
I stood....squeezing my fist.
I stood there thinking why did I deserve this??? What did I do????
My life was short so why couldn't my story
My mother called me her evergreen girl what does that term mean I never figured it out and I didn't want too I liked it
The thought of it
I was alone
Dad didn't want me my mother died I feel so much betrayal heartache so much pain
I imagined my life to be so different
That's how we do it though right we imagine things that are not true no matter how true we want it to be it's always still a lie
As I squeezed my fist I stare over the town I soak it all in
I back up a few inches and I get on my knees
I look up at the sky
Dear God is this suppose to be how I end my life God
Where are you god I need you
I start to tear up
Why did dad beat me for huh why don't dad want me why did I get raped for huh why are you just sitting up there looking down why won't you help me
I start balling again I can hear the birds chirping I can feel the wind blow up against my face
I smile one big smile and I shake my head yes
I get back up and walk to the edge of the cliff
I hold my arms out
I close my eyes and I take a step
My body clinches and I fall off
The wind is blowing in my face and it starts to be faster I still leave my eyes shut not opening them
I can feel my spirit being freed from my body
I'm not a masterpiece I'm not artwork I am The evergreen girl
My body thuds against the ground
I'm still alive and I look into the distance
I see a beautiful angel walking towards me
"Mom." I say "mom I'm so sorry."
I gasp for my last breath but it doesn't work as from then I am dead.
Logan
I am sorry Lacey for not being that friend you needed I am sorry for betraying you and I am sorry that you were raped
Lacey you are in a better place and I hope that someday soon I'll get to see you again.
Sandy
Lacey I am so sorry for the fight I am so sorry for making fun of you and for not caring I am so sorry that I ignored you and that I wasn't there for you in your time of need I am so sorry
David
Lacey I am sorry for abandoning you
I Am so sorry for beating you and putting bruises on your body
I'm sorry I wasn't the father you wanted and needed
I'm sorry for always picking up that bottle and letting it take over my brain and my heart
Lacey I am sorry for ignoring you
I am sorry for not claiming you as my evergreen girl
I am so sorry
Mrs Sarah
Lacey I am sorry that we only got to talk for two days and not years
I am sorry that in your last moment that I couldn't of stopped all the abuse and the rape
I am sorry that I just brushed your problems off for my own selfish gain
I am so sorry Lacey
YOU ARE READING
Evergreen Girl
عشوائيYoung and alone in a world of abuse and betrayal Lacey struggles to regain the life she never had. I wrote a short story to this a very long time ago it's now that I re write it and make it become life. The original story the girls name was t Lacey...
