My best friend's boyfriend

Chapter five

I took what i seemed like a year showering. I was listening to those kinds of chill songs when you're in the mood. I took a towel and wrapped it on my body and then I took another one and grabbed it on my hair.

I brushed my teeth and then took off my towel from my head. I putted on an oversized t-shirt from my dad and some small shorts.

I needed to feel 100% comfortable to sleep.

I went out of the bathroom and laid down on my bed with my phone. I noticed that Lola texted me 2 minutes ago.

Lola
I got your car Liv. Would you come out for a sec?

I sighed hoping that Lola was more relaxed now. I got up from the bed and putted on some white converse that were on my closet, leaving my room silently.

Everything upstairs was off and it seemed like my parents were already asleep, so I tried to not make any noise.

I slowly went downstairs, opened the door and left it almost closed but not completely. At this moment I wished I had brought out a hoodie cause it was really cold.

I went to where Lola was with my car with my arms crossed. I sighed before saying anything to her. She looked really tired, you could see her makeup was falling off and her hair was a mess.

"Are you ok-"

"I know what you did Liv" Lola said before i could finished my sentence.

My heart started to rush. What did she know? How did she know? Did she discovered that there's something weird with me and Justin? Was she mad? Did she hated me?

All this questions were going though my mind at that moment and I didn't know what to say. So I decided to act as if I didn't know what she was saying.

"What are you talking about?" I said frowning my eyebrows and crossing my arms. I tried to look confident so she couldn't knew something was going on.

She stood there in silent for a minute, looking at me.

"About Justin?" She finally said raising both of her eyebrows.

I was officially dead for sure.

"Um Liv look I'm so sorry, I didn't knew-"

"You're sorry for what? Are you kidding me? You just fixed the little problem we had earlier."

I was so confused right now, I had no idea what was going on.

"Lola, what are you talking about? I never talked to Justin about that" I told her. "You didn't?" She asked me with a confused look. "Then how come he texted me apologizing for what happened?"

"I don't know.. I mean we did talk about it for a little bit but I never told him to text you. I guess that comes from him...isn't that good?". I didn't wanted to feel jealous but I couldn't control myself. So I looked down trying to avoid my feelings.

"Ugh he's so cute! Isn't he?" She said putting both of her hands on her heart. I nodded and smiled at her trying to hide all my real feelings.

If you ask me, Justin didn't needed to apologize to Lola. It should have been the other way around. It wasn't his fault, Lola overreacted the situation and blamed him for it.

"Anyways, here's your car, which by the way needs some more decoration Liv!" She said as she gave me the keys. "Nah, you know me I'm a simple girl" I took my keys from her hands and kept them in my hands.

"You know Liv? Maybe that's why you haven't had any more boyfriends since Cameron. You really need to work on your image" Lola said as she looked at me from head to toes.

Honestly, Lola was getting on my nerves all day long and with this, I was very close to explode. But I decided to be the mature person, also I was so tired to get into any fight right now.

"Well you know, I like to think that if a boy truly likes me, it will be for who I really and truly am" I said looking directly at Lola. "Sure, whatever you say angel" she said raising both of her arms.

"Well, it's getting late and tomorrow we have school so it's better for me to go inside and get some sleep" I slowly walked backwards for Lola to understand that it was the end of the talking.

I turned around and walked to my house.

"Wait Liv!" Lola shouted walking a bit closer to where I was. I turned around and walked to her sending her a worried look.

"What did you think of Justin?" She asked my waiting very anxious for my answer. "Lola it doesn't matter what I think of him. He's your boyfriend, whether I like him or not" I shrugged.

"No no, yeah i get that, but liv your opinion truly means so much to me" she stopped to clarify her ideas and continued "Look, I know I can be a diva most of the times and have my super annoying moments, but you have always been there with me no matter what. You're a truly friend to me, Liv" she smiled sweetly, taking my hands as an affection action.

Oh shit, now I felt like the worst human being ever.

Even though, Justing and I clarified that we were only friends, that didn't changed the fact that I still had some secret feelings for him that I didn't wanted to admit.

And yeah Lola can be a pain in the ass sometimes, but after all she was my friend and I was glad to know she cares about my opinion.

"So..?" Lola said looking desperately at me for the answer I was gonna give.

"I think that.." I said and swallow before I finished my answer. "I think that he's an amazing guy, with an amazing heart and he's good to you and for you".

I didn't wanted to say it, but that doesn't changes the fact that, I truly meant it.

She let out a relief breath and hugged me tightly. "I love you Liv, thanks for everything" she said as she hugged me tighter. She let go after a couple of seconds and I smiled at her.

"Okay I'll see you tomorrow angel!" She blew a couple of kisses and left in a cab that was a few houses after mine, waiting for her.

I went inside the house, went upstairs very silently and got into my room. I closed the door slowly and rested the back of my head in it, with my eyes closed, trying to clarify my feelings and thoughts.

"Fuck" I whispered and I opened my eyes seeing my comfortable bed which made me feel tired again, so I decided to go to bed and avoid my thoughts.

I took off my converses , turned off the lights and headed over to where my bed was.

It took me almost an hour to go to sleep. It was around 12:15 pm the last time I checked the time on my phone.

During the night all I could think about

What the hell was I going to do?

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A/N:
What's up beautiful people!!! Sorry this chapter kinda sucked :( I wanted to make it short & simple but not boring. Hope you guys enjoyed it!!

Btw you WILL get to know more about Liv's & Justin's family and personal lives in some other chapters ;)

Thank u SO much for giving this story a chance, I hope you're liking it so far my loves!

I love u all!!!
-A