My best friend's boyfriend

Chapter six

My alarm rang at 7am as usual and I got up not wanting to go to school knowing that Justin and Lola will be there.

I went to the bathroom that was in front of my room. I brushed my teeth, my face and got dressed. I was wearing some high wasted jeans, a black top and some black boots.

Tbh my routine was the same everyday.

I had breakfast, said goodbye to my parents and drove to school.

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My first class was science and Lola and Darren weren't with me in this class. It was the typical class where there's one table and two chairs so you needed a partner and my two best friends weren't with me, so I was alone in this one.

I was looking for someone to sit with but everyone had a partner already. "Ms. Jensen I'm gonna have to ask you to please take a sit, my class is about to start" Mr. Matthews said as he was walking to the board.

"Yeah sorry i was just trying to look for someone but I don't think there's anyone left.." Just as I was saying that a very masculine voice that I perfectly knew spoke: "I can be her partner"

Justin. It had to be him. My eyes were wide opened as I turned around and saw him with a beautiful dark blue t-shirt that made his muscles look bigger.

What? Don't blame me, it's not my fault I have eyes..

"Perfect, you'll be his partner, problem fixed, now let's start the class" Mr. Matthews said as he indicated me with his hand where to go. I slowly walked towards the table and sat next to Justin, sending him a look before.

At the second the teacher started explaining, Justine started to talk in a low voice. "So.." He started "partners huh?" My eyes were focused on front and my arms were crossed on top of the table. "Yup, just science partners.. Nothing else than that" I said focusing on the board.

I could see from the corner of my eye how he frowned at my cold expression and words. "Okay.." He let out a very short and low laugh. "You okay?" He tried to put the back of his hand on my forehead, in a sarcastic way,  to see if I had fever. I quickly pushed his hand away. "Hey liv, what's up with you? You sure you're alright?" He asked concerned.

He was always so cute and caring. Ugh I wanted to die.

"Justin, Lola is my friend and believe it or not I love her a lot" I said to him as I was thinking about what has happened last night."  Yeah I know she can have her moments but  at the end of the day she's still my friend" I finally said looking at him". He sent me a confused look before talking. "Wait I don't get it..?"

"We can't be something, not now.." I paused "Not ever" my eyes were looking at my hands now not wanting to look at him. I felted like it was my fault as if I was betraying Lola even though we never did anything, I do feel things that I shouldn't for him. I was kinda blaming myself for it.

His eyes never left me. He didn't say anything for like a minute. "Liv, are you blaming yourself?". My eyes immediately looked at him in shock, it was like he was hearing my thoughts.

"Wha- how-" I stuttered "I- I'm no-" I gave up as I knew I couldn't lie to him because for some strange reason I though he could instantly know I wasn't telling the truth. "Yes" I paused for a second "Yes I am because it is" i marked the word 'is'. "I shouldn't feel nothing about you, but I do and that makes me a terrible friend" I said as I looked at him in the eyes. My eyes were watering for some reason so I stopped talking after that.