Fuck Me

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Kalani

Here I am, laying in his arms, frozen. Our eyes are locked. I'm trapped in his gaze. Why can't I look away? His lips were moving closer and closer to mine. Oh God how bad I want to kiss him. I can't do this. I'm not ready.

Right when Maurice was about to kiss me, I moved away.

"I'm sorry. I can't. It's not you, it's me".

I stood up and brushed myself off then  began to pack our things. I wouldn't dare look Maurice in the eyes. I knew he was crushed.

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Maurice

I was crushed. She just rejected me. I thought she felt the same.... Guess not.

"Maurice, I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm just not ready for a relationship yet. So, to steer away from us advancing anymore, I'm moving out tomorrow. I already rented a little house that's not too far from yours so we can still keep in touch. No hard feelings right?".

"Whatever".

_______________ the next day______________

I woke up not in the mood to do shit.  I wasn't going to get out of this bed today mainly because I can't watch Bella leave. I'm really gonna miss her and Kyla. They were my main reasons to wake up every morning and actually smile. Now my smile is gone.

I was super hungry but I didn't want to go downstairs and fix myself some food but I need to. I didn't bother to try and look presentable. I threw on a hoodie and some basketball sweats. I heard boxes being loaded into a car. sigh. I tried to ignore the noise as I poured myself a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch.

Kalani

I was down to my last box. I thought moving in was hard, moving out is even worse. I walked back into the house to grab my purse and phone. I'm gonna miss this house and Maurice. I really like him, I just can't be with him right now. Now I have to say goodbye to him. Ugg here we go.

I walked over to the kitchen counter and sat by him.

"You still here?" he asked with a bucket full of attitude.

"Yea. I wanted to say bye first. If that's ok with you".

"Honestly, it's not so go". He stood up from the table and put his bowl in the sink.

I walked over and hugged him but he pried my arms off and yelled, "Don't fuckin touch me!".

"Ok Ok I'm sorry Damn! No need to be fuckin rude!"

"Just get the fuck out", he snarled. 

I've never seen this side of him before. I hate it. Why is he acting like I'm leaving him for good! Its not like we are together anyway.

"Fine bitch!" I quickly grabbed my things and began to walk out. Bitch ass nigga.

Maurice

What's gotten into me? Why am I yelling at the girl I love? Yes, I love her. Even though we've only been knowing each other for a year I feel like it's been forever. I have a stronger connection with her than any other woman I've ever been with. I can't let her leave without telling her how I feel.

"Bella wait! I have to tell you something". I got up and grabbed her arm trying to stop her.

"Don't fuckin touch me Maurice! You wanted me gone so I'm going!" She yelled while yanking her arm out of my grasp.

"Kalani please! Just listen to me!"

"Goodbye Maurice".

I managed to get in front of her and slap the things  out of her hand.

"What the f-!". I cut her off.

My lips were now, planted on hers. I slammed her against the wall causing her to moan slightly at my roughness. I swept her up and wrapped her legs around my waist. Our tongues battled for dominance. She grinded gently on me as my tongue won the fight. I roamed her mouth as her breathing grew heavy. Her nails ran threw the curls forming on my head.

She broke the kiss, trying to catch her breath.

"Fuck me Maurice".

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