What I would give to think clearly,
to have a clear mind and positive thoughts,
I wonder what it would be like,
to not care.
What I would give to smile,
to smile without it being fake or forced,
I wonder what it would be like,
to smile for real.
What I would give to not feel so depressed,
to feel joy spread through my body,
I wonder what it would be like,
to feel happiness.
What I would give to not have these emotions,
to control how I feel,
I wonder what it would be like,
to be free.
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