Hello! Quick authors note! I know this update was actually quite quick, so I'm actually pretty proud of myself! I would also like to thank everybody who commented and voted for the last few chapters, your comments inspire me to keep writing, really they do! And I know last chapter, I left a bit of a cliffy didn't I? Well believe me more stuff about Louis' life will be revealed later on. Also I know most of you probably feel like I've just dropped Ziam. Don't worry! All the Ziam stuff will be back a bit later on in the fic. So enjoy guys! :)
DISCLAIMER: I do not own One Direction in ANY way AT ALL!
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~Previously~
I shook my head as I felt the tears coming out so fast and actually dropping onto the floor. All of a sudden I saw the front door of the house open up. And there I saw him, his beautiful figure gracing the doorway, as he brought our a rubbish bag and was headed towards the bin’s I was standing next to.
He stopped seeing me though; he tilted his head in confusion. Suddenly I saw his face pale slightly, his grip on the garbage bag tightening.
“L – Louis?” He stuttered.
~Now~
~~ Louis P.O.V ~~
“St – Stan…” I stuttered slowly. He walked towards me slowly, as if he was being cautious whether to get close to me or not. “What… What are you doing here?” His voice shook as he was speaking, as he walked towards me at a faster pace.
“Walking, you know like normal people do. But I guess I’m not normal to you, am I Stan?” I spat in his direction, crossing my arms like the sassy person I am.
“No, Lou you know that I still lo –“ I couldn’t listen to him say those lies again, so I cut him off. “What? You still love me?! Well Stan, love is a very strong word and obviously after what you did to me you didn’t mean it.” I was shocked by the amount of confidence I had gained, but I wasn’t stopping there.
“Lou, I didn’t mean to – “
“Didn’t mean to what? Out me to everybody? Tell the whole school how I’m just some pathetic fag?! Tell them that you didn’t fell the way I did to save your own bloody arse?! Stan do you think I’m dumb?! Well obviously I was because I trusted you! I trusted you… You were the first person I came out to… the first person I thought I could trust… Hell Stan, I loved you! But… I guess I’m only starting to realise now just how wrong I was.” I could feel the tears falling down my face as I looked up at him with angry and hurt eyes.
He just stared back at me, guilt filling his beautiful eyes. I was about to say something when he beat me to it. “Lou, I’m sorry! I do love you back I do! I was just… scared. Scared of what everybody else would think, hell you know I was just that stupid American new kid and I didn’t want to be even more un popular if everybody knew I was gay!” He whispered sternly yet guiltily.
“So was this just a big popularity competition to you? Did this mean nothing to you at all?! And also Stan, I said I loved you, as in past tense. I’ve moved o-“ I was cut off by him crashing his lips to mine. And do you know what I felt?
Nothing
I pushed him off me harshly, but not enough to physically hurt him. He looked hurt by my actions, and tried to pull me in again but I stopped him. “No Stan, I meant it when I said I loved you. I’ve moved on. I don’t feel anything with you anymore, not after everything you said to me…” He gulped and turned away as I saw the tears he was trying to hold back which were threatening to spill anytime soon.
“Lou… I… I didn’t… Please come back Lou…” Stan’s walls seemed to brake then and there as all the tears he had held in were suddenly being let out.
“Come back? Stan, do you even know what they did to me at that school? Do you know what you did to me at that school? They all beat me. Beat me in every single freaking way possible! And then I had to go home and get hit by my father as well?! Stan you knew about all this and it wasn’t fair!” I was starting to feel a bit breathless but I wasn’t done there.
“Yeah but –“
“No Stan no freaking buts. That one time… the knife – “ I gulped as I felt the tears begin to resurface my face. “- That doesn’t matter anymore. What matters now is that I’m safe, and away from you.”
He looked shattered. Absolutely shattered and I was surprised nobody had called for him since it was pouring rain out and he was sent to take out the garbage like half an hour ago.
He breathed in slowly, staring at the ground for a moment, before looking back up at me. “Well fine then Louis, play this game the way you want. But I’m going to get you back. Whether you realize it or not, mark my words. I. Will. Get. You. Back.” He spoke through clenched teeth as he threw the garbage in the bin and left back towards his house.
I gulped and began my walk back home. Huh, so much for clearing my head. I sighed and just kept walking along towards my house as the rain poured down and pelted the ground. I flicked my hair, as rain drops splattered around before hitting the ground.
He brings back so many memories, memories of good and bad. It’s just so unfair. Why does all this happen to me?
But as I was walking, I failed to notice a rush of familiar blonde hair running for a house.
~~ Becca’s P.O.V ~~
I sat on my bed, tapping my fingers on my knee to the beat of the music that was playing through my earphones. Suddenly there was a knock at the door. “Josh! Can you get it?!” I yelled to my brother, who was watching T.V.
“No, get off your lazy arse and get it yourself! You’re closer anyways!” He teased and I got up grunting. I swear we act like 5 year olds sometimes.
I opened the door and instantly smiled at the person standing there. “Hey Nialler! What are you doin –“ I started before somebody rushed past me and hugged the blonde boy tightly. “Hey baby.” Josh whispered in his ear causing Niall to giggle slightly. “Hey Joshy.” Niall smiled and planted a kiss on his boyfriend’s lips.
“Um… guys? Save it for your own time please? There are other people on this house you know.” I smirked, tapping my foot. Niall blushed a bit and let go of Josh before running towards me, his smile dropping.
“Bec, we need to talk. Like now.” He spoke so seriously, staring me straight in the eye.
“Sure Nialler, what’s up?” I asked slowly, dragging him towards my room and away from Josh. Josh looked a little hurt, but continued on with whatever he was doing.
“Bec... It’s about Louis.”
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Ohh a bit of a cliffy here too ehh? ;) Also the picture on the side? Yeah see that smexy boy right there? Yup thats Stan. And no, in this story Stan has no relation to Lou's real friends called Stan, it was just a made up name (: So thank you guys for all of your support aswell! I really can't thank you enough <3 So vote and comment please? It really inspires me to continue :)
Lots of Love ~ Bec (: x
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