Give Your Heart A Break {Larry Stylinson, Ziam Mayne & Niall/OC}

Chapter 6 ~ New Friends and Old Encounters {Part 1}

Hey guys! It's me again... Hai :)

So just a couple of things before I begin this chapter.

Le 1, As you can see by the title, there is gonna be more than just one part to this chapter, probably only two though.

Le 2, This chapter is quite short, because I wanted to end it where I did, cause it's a cliffy ;) (Not giving away any more info)

Le 3, If you look to the side, there is a song there. At a stage in this chapter, I will get you to play the song. This song is "Just So You Know, By Jesse McCartney" It's a really amazing song and I love it.

Le 4, Remeber how on the last chappie I said I wanted 5 votes and 5 comments? Well, I got 3 votes and 4 comments, so I decided to leave it at that. But yeah I MIGHT do that again but I'm not sure.

Le 5, I would like to dedicate this chappie to @LiloLovin cause of her realllyyy nice comment on my last chapter! It was soo sweett :') x

Okay sorry for the really long authors note! Onto the chapptteerrr!! (:

DISCLAIMER: I do NOT in anyway own One Direction!!

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~~ Louis P.O.V ~~

I didn’t mean to snap at Harry in the hospital, I just don’t want him finding out about my old life. I know he would treat me differently.

‘Harry’s not like that though, he’s different.’

A voice in the back of my head said. Yeah and I also though St – He… He was different. But I was obviously wrong, because here I am.

I looked up to see Becca staring at me funny. I’ve become pretty good friends with her; she’s really sweet and is always there for you if you need her. I also found out she’s Bi, but I’m the only one who knows apart from Niall. I promised her I wouldn’t tell anybody.

If she trusts me enough to tell me that, then I damn trust her as well.

She walked over to me and smiled before giving me a hug and then looking back towards Harry. Harry looked… Jealous? But why would he be jealous?!

I turned my attention to the girl next to me and smiled and she smiled back. “So Lou, what were you and Hazza talking bout before ehh?” She smirked and nudged me a little.

“Oh nothing… just… stuff I guess?” It came out more like a question then a statement. She nodded and thankfully didn’t pry to know more, but I knew she would later.

After the hospital, I decided to walk home alone so that I could think for a moment. Well, when I say think, I mean only one person stayed on my mind.

Harry

I just walked and thought about him. I mean, why wouldn’t I think about him? He’s beautiful. And I don’t know how everybody would react if I told them I was gay… and my other secret. I’m pretty sure they would be accepting of me being gay, cause you know, Josh and Niall are together and Bec’s bi, so it’s not that I’m worried about.

It’s the other one, my old life.

I sighed as I reached my house and ran to my room. As soon as I got there, I dropped my bag onto my bed and climbed out the window onto the roof of the house. This was my own little hiding spot, where I came to just sit and think. Nobody else knew about this spot, not even my mum.

I sat there and stared up at the sky, sighing as the cool wind howled and hit my face softly. The stars shone so brightly above me, and for a second I felt like the world didn’t even matter anymore.

Suddenly a song popped into my head. I started humming softly before opening my mouth up and singing softly. *Play song now!*

“I shouldn’t love you but I want to, I just can’t turn away. I shouldn’t see you but I can’t move… I can’t look away.” I got off the roof slowly and made my way back through my bedroom window. My mind was racing through a million thoughts at the moment and I wasn’t thinking straight as I walked out my bedroom door and outside.

I started walking down the pavement, still singing softly “I shouldn’t love you, but I want to, I just can’t turn away. I shouldn’t see you, but I can’t move… I can’t look away.” I looked down at the ground, feeling tears run down my cheeks slowly, before singing “And I don’t know how to be fine when I’m not. ‘Cause I don’t know how to make a feeling stop.”

“Just so you know, this feelings taking control of me, and I can’t help it. I won’t sit around; I can’t let him win now. Thought you should know, I’ve tried my best to let go of you, but I don’t want to. I just gotta say it all before I go… Just so you know.”

I continued my walk and thought just how much that song reminded me of him. Harry. I just, I want to love him, but I know I can’t. I’m not going to let myself fall again, not after my last mistake.

It’s getting hard to be around him, because there’s so much I can’t say. Does he want me to hide the feelings, and look the other way? I just put the lyrics into my own words. Wow, that’s kinda sad. I said kinda.

Before I knew it I was standing outside a familiar house. I looked at it and felt the tears coming down. No Lou, don’t think of Him. He’s not worth it. Not again.

He’s the reason I moved schools. He’s the reason I can’t open up my heart to love again. He’s the reason I don’t trust anybody anymore. He was My best friend. And He… was my first love.

I shook my head as I felt the tears coming out so fast and actually dropping onto the floor. All of a sudden I saw the front door of the house open up. And there I saw him, his beautiful figure gracing the doorway, as he brought our a rubbish bag and was headed towards the bin’s I was standing next to.

He stopped seeing me though; he tilted his head in confusion. Suddenly I saw his face pale slightly, his grip on the garbage bag tightening.

“L – Louis?” He stuttered.

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Y'all must hate me right now. I'm sorry :3 But don't worry guys,

ALL WILL BNE REVEALED NEXT CHAPTAAHH!!

Okayy, so no I'm not gonna do that comment and vote thinggy mabobby, cause, you know, I like to update whenever so yup. But it would be cool if you could vote and comment! Please?

Thanks guyss (:

Lots of Love ~ Bec (: x