Invisible

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  I see him. He's so much cuter in person. His eyes, his hair, his smile... I love it all. He's just amazing. I've liked him for a while now. We used to be best friends in kindergarten, but as time went on he got popular... I didn't...
  This boy, (y/c/n), just makes me melt. There's one problem. He's the school's  so called, "bad boy." All the girls want him, including me. He knows everyone at school, except me... In my eyes, he is every thing. He has been for a long time, but I never had the chance to tell him. But, in his eyes, I'm not really anything. In his eyes, I'm just I guess...invisible..

*Next Day*

  I'm heading to my 3rd period class when I feel a slight tap on my shoulder. I look up to see a black band t-shirt with a black letterman's jacket over top of it.
  It was him. I could recognize that band t-shirt from anywhere. I looked up to see his face. His deep (eye color) eyes seemed to be pouring themselves into mine as he looked at me. His hair was a little messy, but it was adorable that way.

"Hey," he said. His voice had definetely gotten deeper since kindergarten.

"Uh, h-hey." I replied. It had been so long since I've talked to him it felt weird. Plus he's been my crush for a long time, so it was even more awkward for me.

"How are you?" He simply asked.

"Oh I've just been watching you for the past 10 years. Just been wishing that we could date, ya know. But I'm doing ok."
I honestly thought about saying that but then decided against it.

"I'm ok." I replied not looking at him.

"Do you have lunch right now?" He asked.

"Uh, no, no. I actually am going to 3rd period, IB History? You, uh, have it with me. Mrs. Williams class?" I was quite taken aback by this.

How did he not know we were in the same class?! It's almost the end of 3rd quarter and we've had this class together all year!!!

"Oh yah, hah. I'm sorry, I'm so dumb. Well, wanna walk with me? Since we are going to the same place?" he asked.

"Sure, ok." I said.

  We walked and talked all the way to Mrs. Williams. It felt good to talk to him again. He had certainly gotten more mature, and he wasn't a true "bad boy" after all. But it was great talking with him. His laugh just made me get butterflies when we would joke around. Plus, the looks from some of the other students in the hallway made me blush. It make me think, "Oh yah, he's perfect. We could totally date, right? I mean, it could work!"

*After School*

  I was so excited for school to get out. My daily routine is to walk around the back to the student parking lot so I can get into my car and drive home. I usually pass (y/c/n) while I walk. I was excited to see him. He might notice me, or maybe (if I was lucky) ask me out!!! My fingers were crossed.
  I went out the back doors of the school to see something that broke my heart. It was him. Except this time he didn't have his letterman's jacket. He was just wearing his black band t-shirt. He had given his jacket to some girl that he had his arm around her waist.

Was she cold? It's almost 70 degrees, she CANNOT be cold!

  I watched them. She was giggling at what (y/c/n)'s friends were saying and cuddling up into his chest. She kissed his cheek, and he kissed hers. Then he kissed her on the lips, hard. They kept kissing and...
  I ran away, sobbing. I couldn't look anymore. My friends called out to me as I ran but I didn't want to talk to them. Not at all. Not right now. My heart was in pieces and I didn't want to talk or see anyone.
  I ran to my car, got in and locked the door. I instantly broke down. Tears kept falling from my eyes, and I was screaming until my lungs and voice were no more. Then I just sat there, in silence.

How could I have been so stupid? Why would I ever think he would like me? I'm just some chic he knew in kindergarten. He's moved on and I can't. I'm such an idiot. I knew it the moment I caught feelings for him, but I ignored it. I really am just...INVISIBLE....

A/N: Hey guys, I hope you liked it! Maybe it wasn't what you were expecting as an ending, but I wanted to try something new. Please leave comments on what you thought, or I am totally up for requests! Also, follow for a follow! I'm new at this and I would really like to get to know you all better! Alright well hope you liked it! Love you guys!😊❤️

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