"I've Moved On...I'm Sorry..."

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   She left... We were just fine...everything good. She would hold my hand and never let go unless I did. She would kiss my lips, they were so soft and I could kiss them for hours. She never left my side...but it was all fake.
I loved her so much. I remember the first day I saw her. Her curly brown hair was in a messy bun, she had the cutest green crop top on with leggings and a pair of white vans. She had no makeup on, but goddamn I didn't care. I know what you are thinking....
How did you fall in love with a girl like that?
Well look, I didn't care about what she was wearing or looked at her ass when she walked by, I simply looked at her and I thought to myself... she's the one... But unfortunately... I was wrong.
You see, we started talking and it was amazing. We were complete opposites but I loved it. She was literally everything I could ever have wanted in a girl. So...weeks passed and she asked me to be her girlfriend. God, how happy I was when she asked. I nearly dropped my phone I was so excited.
Yessssssss! I thought. The girl of dreams is finally going to be mine.
Months went by and we were so happy. I remember when it was her birthday and I showed up to school with big balloons, a giant cupcake (chocolate was her favorite), and a birthday card. When she saw me, her face lit up...I still remember that day. I thought we were inseparable. Nothing could tear us apart.
A couple months after her birthday, things started to change. She wouldn't answer my texts that often, she wouldn't hold my hand in public, she would reject my kisses, and I hardly got an "I love you" out of her.
One night when she was over at my house I asked, "Baby...what's wrong? Did I do something wrong?" She wouldn't look at me when I asked. She was sitting on my bed staring at the wall. I walked over to her and sat on the bed next to her. I lifted her chin with my finger and she looked at me.
Tears started to fall from her eyes as she said, "I'm sorry..."
"Why are you sorry baby? What's wrong?" I asked
"I...I don't know why I did it. I don't know why I asked you to be my girlfriend. You were so good to me and I didn't care."
"What are you saying?" I removed my finger from her chin now and looked at her. She looked at me with stern eyes.
"Don't you get it? Why I haven't been calling or texting you? Why I don't say I love you anymore? Why I've distanced myself? I just...don't want you anymore. There, I've said it. I've moved on. I cheated on you and I didn't even feel bad after. I've moved on, and I'm sorry..."
I stood up from my bed and stared at the floor. My heart was shattered. I don't think I have felt so much pain and sadness and anger in my life until that moment.
"I'm sorry...I'll just....go, I guess. But thank you for everything. It was good while it lasted...right...?" she asked.
I didn't even look at her. I couldn't. All those months...all those "I love you's", all those gifts, all those memories...everything. It was gone. Ripped from my fingers and there was nothing I could do. She left...and she didn't care. There were tears in her eyes but her face showed no emotion. She was all I ever wanted...and now she's gone. Everything we did together and she didn't even give a damn. In all honesty, she didn't need to act like she cared about me... She asked me to be hers and I was. She lost interest in ME! I don't regret being with her, I just regret falling in love.

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A/N: Hey guys! It's been so long. I'm very sorry I have been so busy. Thank you for those who have followed me and have read my stories, I hope you enjoy them! I will try to write more often now! Love you guys!😊❤️

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