I finally got the courage to move a little. I took out my little hand mirror from my purse and looked at my face. I almost didn't recognize myself. The big puffy cheeks and the bloodshot eyes staring back at me.
Man...you look like a mess. And all over some stupid boy... I thought to myself.
I started my car and drove home. It was the longest ride ever, since every sad song HAD to play on the radio. As soon as I pulled into my driveway I could feel the tears forming in my eyes again. I turned my car off and ran into my house. I slammed the door shut, dropped to the floor, and balled again.
"Oh honey, what's wrong?"
I looked up to see my mother standing over me. I didn't think she would be home from work this early.
"Nothing..." I say. "Why are you home so early?"
"Well, I wasn't feeling too great so I took the rest of the day off. Now...what's wrong?" she asked.
I didn't want to talk about my horrible day at school. About how the boy of my dreams doesn't want me, how I thought that I could actually date him, how I saw them make out in the middle of a parking lot...but I spilled anyway.
"Mom... (y/c/n) doesn't like me. He doesn't. I've liked him for so freaking long and he acts like I don't even exist!" I say through tears. "He walked with me to class today and everything was good. We were laughing and smiling and it felt amazing, mom. But after school I see him kissing all over this girl. I didn't even know he had a girlfriend! I walk by him everyday and he has NEVER had a girl with him until today..."
I lay my head on my mom's shoulder and wipe my tears with my sleeve. I could feel my mom begin to run her fingers through my hair. She would always do that when I was little and it always calmed me down.
"Now, it's okay. There are plenty of boys out there, honey. He's just one out of thousands. (Y/c/n), well, he is taken right now. He is with someone and that is something you simply cannot change. But, maybe since you cannot date him right now maybe you should rebuild your friendship. You two always had fun in elementary school. I bet he misses you, just doesn't know how to show it."
I hadn't thought about it that way. Maybe (y/c/n) doesn't like me in that way, because he barely knows me now. It's been years since we've truly talked.
"Thanks, mom. You always know what to say," I said. "Should I send him a text? Ask him how he's been?"
"I think that would be okay, just don't take it too far. He does have a girlfriend," she said while laughing a little.
"Thanks, I will keep that in mind." I said.
I gave my mom a kiss on the cheek, grabbed my purse and backpack, and headed up to my room. I took my phone out of my purse and just stared at it.
Should I text him? I don't know if this is a good idea. He might think I'm stalking him or something.
I decided not to text him. I put my phone up and started on my homework. I was not trying to deal with all of that drama. Especially since he does have a girlfriend, I am NOT going to get involved...
*2 Months Later*
I was at lunch when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned my head and looked up. There he was...(y/c/n). We had become friends again and everything was okay. However, he hardly ever comes and talks to me in person. He usually goes and hangs out with his friends, giving me a wave here and there, but he doesn't usually approach me.
"Hey," I said.
"Hey, uh..." he stutters. I see him look over his shoulder but I didn't know what he was looking at. "Could we talk for a moment? In private..."
Oh my god...what could this be about?"Yeah sure," I said as I was getting up from the table. I turned to my friends who were giving me smirks and winks. My crush on (y/c/n) had not gone away, but I hadn't been completely obsessed.
He lead me out of the cafeteria, and we headed upstairs to the main gym. He didn't say anything which scared me a little but I didn't bother to ask any questions. Once we got to the gym he took my hand and took me behind the bleachers.
Okay...this is kind of sketchy...but DON'T YOU DARE say anything.
We sat down under the bleachers and he just stared at me. After a few seconds he started running his fingers through his hair. I could tell he was nervous.
"(Y/c/n)? What's up? Why'd you bring me here?" I asked.
"Oh, well uh...I've been thinking for a while now and uh..." He didn't want to make eye contact but I let him speak. "You remember that day when we bumped into each other going to 3rd period?"
This took me by surprise. I didn't think he would remember.
"Yes, I do. What about it?" I asked.
"Well, after school that day I saw you. I gave my ex a kiss on the cheek and I looked up and saw you. The look you had in your eyes...I...felt so bad," he said.
"Oh, that was nothing." I tried to brush it off. "I was just..I was just ummm..."
"You don't have to lie. I saw you run to your car afterwards. I wanted to run after you, but...I didn't know how. I'm really sorry..." He made eye contact with me then. His (e/c) eyes were staring into mine.
"You don't have to be sorry. I guess I just thought we clicked that day when we were talking. I guess when I saw that you had a girlfriend it caught me by surprise," I say.
"Well, since that day I have been thinking. I really felt something, too. I just never said anything. I didn't know what I was feeling since I was in a relationship at the time. I thought maybe those feelings would go away, but...they just didn't. That's why I broke it off with her, because I was moving on. I was starting to have feelings for someone else..."
He moved a little closer to me. We were already close but he'd moved even closer. His face was near mine and our hands were just inches apart. I didn't know what to do...
Tell him the truth goddamn it! It's your chance!
So...I did.
"I've had feelings for you for a long time. Believe me when I say long," I giggled a little. "I just never had the guts to tell you. Especially since we were growing apart as friends and I didn't want it to be, you know, weird.""Well, you don't have to worry now. I wanted to tell you sooner, but I just wasn't quite ready to get into another relationship yet. But...if I may ask you...would you like to go on a date with me?"
OH MY GOSH!!!! OH MY GOSH! Yesssssssssss!
"I would love to. You have no idea how long I have been waiting for you to ask me that..." I said then breathed a sigh of relief.
"Oh, yesss! Okay, I am so happy you said yes. I can't wait. So, how about Friday? We can go see a movie or something?" he asked.
"Absolutely, I cant wait either." I said with a huge smile.
Without another word, he stood up and gave me his hand to help me up. He put his arm over my shoulders as we walked back to the cafeteria. When we walked in, I looked over to where I was sitting. All of my friends were either gasping or smiling at me and I just smiled back.
Man...I'm so happy I waited. I can't wait to tell my mom, haha!
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A/N: I hope you guys enjoyed this one! I'm sorry it took me forever to make a part 2, so many people had been asking for it. Please, if you want me to write about something I would love to know! Message me or leave a comment! Thanks!! Love you guys! 😊❤️
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Cute Crush Imagines
Teen FictionThese are just some cute imagines that I think about. They are things that can happen in everyday life. Some are what you expected, and some...not so much.