secrets • jikook

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"What the hell are you talking about?" Jimin snaps, his stance tensing and his face becoming stern. Jungkook gulps, he didn't expect Jimin to become angry.

"W-well..." He takes a breath, allowing himself to be confident. "On my birthday. You got drunk."

Jimin huffs in frustration, glancing at Yoongi, who seems just as confused as Jimin. "I knew this before, Jungkook. Get to the point."

Jungkook's eyes widen in shock, this was the first time in years that Jimin had used Jungkook's real name. He feels a tear poke out of his eye but he keeps going with shaky breaths. "Jimin... Yoongi came to see you and you went off with him. I went to the washroom..." Jungkook once again leaves out the reason why he was in the restroom in the first place. "And then Yoongi came in with you. I heard everything."

Jimin still looks at Jungkook in confusion, and Yoongi steps forward to place his hand on the younger's shoulder. Jungkook pulls Jimin by the arm, away from Yoongi. The brunette gulps, trying his absolute best to muster up the courage in order to bring his mind back. Back to the night that traumatized Jungkook and Jimin thankfully can't remember.

"Jimin... Yoongi tried to rape you."

Jimin looks at his best friend in horror for a second, and then he pulls his arm out of the brunette's grip.

"I can't believe this." Jimin says harshly.

Jungkook nods. "Well it's time to start. Yoongi isn't a good person, and you need to stay away from him." He looks at Yoongi with remorse in his eyes, and Yoongi scoffs, not saying anything.

Jungkook looks back to Jimin and his heart twists in confusion and sorrow at the sight of the elder. Jimin is starting to tear up, and he's backing away from the younger.

"I can't believe you'd lie like this to your best friend." Jimin says bitterly. Yoongi shakes his head and comes to embrace the younger. Jimin backs into Yoongi's arms and holds his hand.

"No..." Jungkook whispers. "T-that's not what I-I..." the brunette cringes at his own stutter and feels his face heat up. His eyes start to sting and he presses the back of his hand to them, not wanting to appear weak.

"Sure it isn't." Jimin spits. Jungkook can't stop the excess tears protruding from his eyes and he decides to stop his pathetic attempts to dry them. The young boy is hurt by Jimin's time but he tries his best to hide it. "You're just jealous."

Jungkook looks up suddenly with wide eyes. What the fuck did he just say? "You are just jealous that Yoongi and I are happy together. You're just jealous because you and Taehyung won't work out." Jungkook still can't believe the words coming out of his best friend's mouth. "He's a drug addict and you believe in horoscopes. Jungkook, do you really think he and you would work out?" Jimin is asking rhetorically but Jungkook still feels guilty for not answering. He simply looks back at the ground, letting more tears stream down his face.

Jimin takes Yoongi's hand roughly and pulls him away. "Let's go, Yoongi." The orange haired boy says. Yoongi follows, not having said a word the whole time.

Jungkook stands in silence for a minute, letting tears fall soundlessly across his cheeks. When he's sure Jimin has gone, Jungkook lets it all go.

He falls to the ground with a heaving sob and he buries his face in his hands. He doesn't notice when Taehyung yells his name and runs up to him.

"You okay, Kook?" Taehyung asks, rubbing the younger's back. It's now that Jungkook notices the red haired boy. Jungkook shakes his head, still sobbing loudly into his hands. He's curled up in a ball and Taehyung holds him as close as he can. "Hey..." He says when the younger begins to calm down. "Do you wanna go get ice cream?" Taehyung whispers into the nest of brown hair.

Jungkook is quiet for a minute before nodding his head in Taehyung's chest. Taehyung chuckles, causing the younger to giggle as well.

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"SHIT!"
bang.

"SHIT!"
bang.
Jimin yells as he punches the wooden fence outside the carnival. Yoongi reaches out to calm the younger.

"Hey, chim. You're okay." Yoongi says, pulling the big into his arms, who is now starting to tear up.

"No I'm not." Jimin's cracked voice is muffled within the confines of Yoongi's sweater and Yoongi plays absentmindedly with the orange hair before him. "I yelled at my best friend."

Yoongi sighs, pushing his own head into the curve of Jimin's neck. "He accused someone of rape." Yoongi chuckles lightly at his next thought. "I think he deserves to be yelled at."

Jimin huffs an awkward giggle as well and he sniffs. "I hope you know I don't believe him at all." Jimin whispers, taking Yoongi's head in his hands and looking Yoongi in the eye.

Yoongi smiles. "I know." He takes Jimin's hands and holds them, caressing every inch of pale skin that blankets the small bones within. "But..." the mint haired man pauses, uncertain. His movements with Jimin's hands hesitate and he speaks his mind. "What if I did?"

Jimin gasps, about to protest, but Yoongi shushes him. "Hear me out." Jimin doesn't react. "I don't remember anything from that night. I know when I'm drunk I lose common sense..." He trails off and Jimin takes the opportunity to cut in.

"You didn't try to rape me, Yoongi." He whispers. "I can tell you didn't."

Yoongi looks back up at the small boy and smiles. Jimin is so gentle, so soft, so utterly perfect that Yoongi could get drunk off him. Jimin has the best body Yoongi's ever seen. Those cute hands, those thighs, the pair of plump lips, and damn, that fucking ass.

How badly he wants to touch every square inch of Jimin.

But Jimin didn't want to. Not yet.

Yoongi respects the decision, as they've been talking about the future all week. It's almost as if they're teenagers again, getting in over their heads within a pool of dumb love.

"Damn, Jimin." Yoongi sighs, looking back down again. Jimin cocks his eyebrow in confusion.

Yoongi takes his conscience's decision. In one swift movement, he takes Jimin's head within two of his hands and caresses his cute rosy cheeks. He smiles lightly.

"I think I'm in love with you."

And then, before Jimin could reply, Yoongi is smiling like an idiot and pressing their lips together.

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A/N
First of all sorry about the late update. Secondly I've been watching a hell of a lot of How I Met Your Mother and holy shit why do I love it so much I'm actually dead inside can ted hurry up and tell the story can lily and Marshall stop being so fucking perfect for each other and can someone pLEASE get Barney someone to love so he can stop being a whole ass dick (I love him tho don't get me wrong he's my favourite) aaanyways yeah that's it bye
-jay