He Calls Me Noona || Namjoon

Fireworks

Three.

I'm getting better at Korean and I'm doing well at my studies as well.
Joon comes to my house every evening so we can we study together.
He teaches me all the subjects and tries his best to make everything easy for me to understand.

Joon is extremely sweet kid. Though sometimes at School he makes fun of me but he's really sweet inside. Sometimes I feel like I'm the one who's younger than him.
He takes a great care of me and always smiles showing his deep ass dimples.

I can feel I'm completely used to Joon within few months. I can't do anything without him, Not even going home from school.
Everytime he has counseling class or other work after class, I wait for him to finish, So we can go home together.

Sometimes we even stop by at the convenience store to have ramen. He mixes the ramen for me.

Soon I become completely dependent on Joon without even realizing. Joon has spoiled me.
I can't even stay at ease without him.

Joon hangs around with me all the day, almost everyday. Others think we are best friends but I think we can be more than friends.

My assumption of being more than friends cuts out when I realize that I'm not Joon priority anymore.

Within few days, I don't know how everything changed.
After spoiling me like this, all of a sudden Joon starts to keep distance with me.

Joon doesn't do it intentionally, It just happens when he sees a certain girl in our school.

Irene.
Irene is our batchmate but her class is next to ours.

Joon started to like her. He didn't tell me but I can feel that.

When we reach the school together, Joon leaves me at the entrance.

"Noona, I'll go ahead okay?"

He says that everytime he leaves me, with a bright smile on his face.
Atleast that smile makes me happy.

Everything is fine for me if he is happy like this.

At lunch time, we sit together but don't talk much anymore like before. Cause Joon's eyes are glued to Irene most of the time.
He barely looks at me.

"Yah Joon! Don't stare too much, She'll think you're a creep."

All of a sudden I snap him back.

He looks at me being shocked as if he's been exposed.

"Is it that obvious?" Joon asks nervously.

"Yes, you idiot."

Few weeks passed. It's summer time. Breaks are near.
Before that the school is gonna prepare for summer festival.

The things with me and Joon are same like before.
At school, he unknowingly avoids me so he can look over his crush.
At home, He behaves normally and acts sweet like before.
It seems, now he really has his own other priorities.

Joon shouldn't have spoiled me if he was going to be like this. That idiot doesn't even knows what he's doing.

I automatically smile seeing Joon smiling at his crush. Even though it hurts, I genuinely smile at Joon, just because he's happy.