Frosted

Authors note

HEYYYYYYYY!!!  It's Pearl, so I have new ideas for this book new characters will appear and (SPOILER ALER) deaths too (OK SPOILER OVER)  So I'm going to continue this book I have been depressed lately but I realized if I write it out then I feel better because if you keep it bottled up with thoughts you will explode you have to pour out some thoughts and I used writing to do that if you don't like the book then 

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WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE !!!! LEAVE!!! IF YOU HATE THIS BOOK  THEN STOP READING, I don't want you to waste your time if your gonna use it to write mean comments PEOPLE WHO LIKE SHAMING PEOPLE THINKKK you might give them mental illnesses you might become THE REASON they fail at life IF YOU ARE GOING TO HIT PEOPLE THINKKK you might take something away from them PERMANENTLY example paralyzing their legs, arms or even the whole body soooo THINK  IF YOU REALIZE YOU ARE GETTING ANGRY THINK take the moment to think of the future and stop the present and not repeat the past that's why future present and past are ALL important.

OK rant over 

(OK now I'm gonna talk about my life so if you don't like that then you can skip now)

I had a friend who I have recently stopped talking to because I didn't know why she was treating me like this here let me explain 

I told her who my crush was

from there on she told the whole group, I didn't mind

but then one person from the group is best friends with my crush

I  told him to not tell my crush anything because I wanted to do that myself

they started making arrangements for a movie and they invited me and my crush

you see my crush is my childhood  friend

an incident happened and my sister hates him

that was a long time ago ever since I lost contact with him

I realized I was crushing on him

so I was a pretty good actor and was able to stop myself from blushing in front of him whenever I see him

so I wasn't so scared

but then they started doing things like making code names about me and him calling me "Little P"

and 

"Big D"

It was obvious that they are horrible at code names HAHA

My friend told me to leave the room because she was sharing secrets

I thought to myself " It's probably really personal to her, I shouldn't interfere" 

so I didn't mind 

I'm not dumb I guess she probably was talking about me and him

but I thought she probably is not telling me for my protection

but one time I asked, "why should I leave?" She said I couldn't keep a secret. I HAVE KEPT SECRETS FROM HER like my other friend's crush's identities I KEPT THAT FROM HER

I know I seem overdramatic by that but that's because it hurt even more when she says it now a lot of people know me from talking a lot like my old school I only tell the truth is when I disagree with the truth so I feel it's right for the other person to know THAT'S ALL

so when I told my friend

"We need to talk"

she laughed and was not really taking me seriously

so I talked to her about how I felt and gave her a chance for her to tell me why she's keeping things about my crush from me I didn't even got to the part where I am supposed to ask her why because she inturropted me and said " you can be a babble mouth sometimes" It hurt coming from her and when I asked why she didn't take it seriously because I was crying YEAH IT HURT THAT MUCH and she said" you are making us look like a victim of  us bullying you" she said that looking around and I said that I didn't mean it to look that way but she kept telling me shit and I snapped I stood up and left and she said " Now she leaving" with a tone that doesn;t sound so sincere 

it hurt so I've been avoiding her until the movie day came 

it was infinity wars so I CAN'T DENY THAT also I wanted to tell my crush the truth about how I felt about him

but on the movie day my friend kept pushing me towards him  I didn't want to satisfy her and also he looked really uncomfortable and I didn't want to tell him in front of them so I stayed quiet not only that BUT THE MOVIE WAS SAD AS FUCK so yeah

OK STORY OF MY LIFE IS OVER

So, I have school and homework and reading time so I'm gonna write on weekends.