Markson : Stay By My Side

4

"Jackson, it's okay, I'm okay" Mark holding Jackson hand tight, trying to convince his lover who sit on the couch with head down and trembled shoulder try to hold his tear.

"But I don't want to break up with you" Jackson said almost whisper, Mark smile and put his finger on Jackson chin to lift it up until their eyes meet, than place it gently on Jackson cheek, his thumb swipe under Jackson sad eyes

"We are not breaking up, we are just takes a break, I'm giving you a space to grow, to spread your wing, to fulfill your promise to your self to have a place for your parent to stay when they visited you in Korea. Jackson you are just going to moving out from our dorm to your new share house, it's not a big deal"

"It is a big deal !!, we rarely have a time together when we still in dorm, don't you think that would be nearly impossible when we life in the different place?"

"Jackson...baby..."

"Don't you dare babyish me" Jackson glared at Mark with his teary eyes and red nose, Mark chuckled and ruffled Jackson hair furiously

"Okay I'm sorry, wild and sexy awesomely handsome Jackson Wang"

"Markieeee....."

"Okay...okay, I'm sorry, no more teasing" Mark lifts both of his hand up, chortle

"This is not what in my mind when I sign the house contract, I know we rarely have time to spend together, and I really want to have a place for my parent or family when they visit Korea. But it partly because of you, I choose the spacious house because I want you to move out with me"

"I can visit you, beside that don't you think that would be disadvantageous you and your career? The ship thing that been spotlight lately, I know it depressed you because there is so many unpleasant thing happen because of it"

"Hater thing and ship war among the hard shipper?"

"Yup.."

"Haters....why they hate me Mark?, what do I do wrong?"

"You shouldn't be burden by that, just say that the haters are a bunch of people who crazy in love with you"

"How come? They hate me, that why they called the haters"

"The haters spend their time to listen your song, watching your performance, search for your schedule and activity much more intense that the fan. They think about you all the time, searching for your flaw, type and post it in their SNS or comment in every account that mention you. It's really a hard work to do right?"

"Wow Mark, I never though like that"

"This kind of people are what we need to grow stronger, wiser, and greater, someone that point out our flaw so we can improve ourselves"

"Are you always this positive? are you never offended or mad by their said"

"I never read bad comment, I just skip it"

"Skip it?"

"Yes, because for me they are not important, the only matter for me is the one who love me truly and appreciates my hard work for them, they give me energy and encourage me to do better and the best I can" Jackson smile and gaze dearly at Mark

"Stop it Mark"

"What?"

"Stop making me falling in love with you all over again, I'm already helplessly in love with you and fall in deeper in the space of no return"

"You are so cheesy" Mark chortle with a slightly blush tint his pale cheeks

"What can I say, I do like cheese real much" Jackson said with his funny face, than join Mark laughs out loud.

"It is only temporary Jack, at least until it was all eased and nothing or no one disputed it again" said Mark after he can subdue his laugh and breathe again

"I hope you can pursue your dream without any concern or worried, you can build your own studio to make your own music, you don't have to worries about me, I'll be okay. If there is no news from you, a text or called, than I'll take it as you are alright and just doing fine" Mark entwined their finger and squeeze it lightly.

"I guess you leave me with no choice" Jackson move to sit beside Mark, cup Mark face and lean in for kisses, Mark kiss back with one hand in Jackson waist and another racked on back of Jackson hair.

"I love you Markie pooh, my charming angel" Jackson said between his kisses

"And I love you too, my cute and sexy puppy" said Mark as he nibbling Jackson smiling lips and deepened the kiss before Jackson could said another words.