"How about me...?!!" Jackson shout
"What about you?" Mark retort back at Jackson
"Do you even love me? Like, really falling in love with me?"
"What that supposed to mean?" Mark frowned
"Do you love Bambam?"
"Yes I do"
"Gyeomie?"
"Yes, I love him too"
"How about Jinyoung and JB hyung"
"Yes I love both of them too, what's your point Jack?"
"More than me?" Jackson said almost whisper
"You are my boyfriend Jack, think for yourself"
"See..., you don't love me !!"
"Jackson, what wrong with you?"
"Everything !! You don't love me as much as I love you. I'm not your top priority you accept me just because you are too nice and don't want to break my heart. I am not blind, I can see how you look at all of them, you love to spoiled them!"
"What wrong with that?"
"You treat me the same as you treat them!, when they said that they love you, you said that you love them immediately, you let them hug you, kiss you and you cook for Jinyoung his favorite scrambled egg"
"That because Jaebommie eat his scrambled egg, and he wont eat except the one that I cook for him, I just trying to make them stop yell to each other" Mark said as he press his temple
"You even feed Bambam and Gyeomie while they keep playing games and clingy all over you"
"That because they didn't eat all day long and keep playing the games, I just don't want them to get sick" Mark tone down his voice
"But today is suppose to be our day! Our long-awaited date! Does it mean anything to you?"
"Of course it is Jack"
"I want to spend my whole day off to be with you and only you"
"And I love it too Jack, you know that I do"
"No you are not. You just came along with me and my demand. You always do. You are just playing nice"
"Jackson Wang, you know that is not true. I do love to spend my time with you"
"As a best friends, as a good hyung. Not as a lover"
"Jackson... are you doubt my love for you?" Mark voice become cold, Jackson keep silent
"You know what Jackson, just do what ever you want to do, think whatever you want to think, in your state right now, there is nothing I can do or say to convince you. I'm out" by saying that, Mark walk away and leave Jackson alone.
What?!!, i can't make an angst?. I love Jackson and Mark, but every relationship have it own up and down. Jackson problem is his insecurity, he know that Mark loves him, Jackson loves his member too as his own family. But sometimes he just want to be spoiled by Mark, everyday his love grew bigger for Mark and the fact that Mark become more and more approachable its scared him. So what will happen next?. Will both of them find the way to fix their relationship or it's just the end of their love?
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Markson : Stay By My Side
Fanfiction"I love you Mark hyung" said Jackson bluntly, he sit on the dinning table while Mark standing back at him in front of the stove, cook for their ramen. Mark chuckled, without looking back at Jackson he said lightly "You don't have to said that just b...