Markson : Stay By My Side

10(1/...)

Jackson throws his back at the bed, sigh then flip his body, snuggling at the sheet, buried his face on the pillow then scream his heart out. Mark who sits at his desk playing games on his PC, just smile, than come near Jackson and sit on the bed

"Hey..., what is it this time?" Jackson peak from the pillow, his nose, and mouth still buried on the pillow. Mark smiles fondly and ruffles Jackson's hair 

"Get another reject from PD-nim?" Jackson nod and buried his face again, then answering without look up at Mark. 

"He said my songs aren't convertible for our group image, he said that maybe next time for next comeback. Aarrghhh!!! it really frustrated me!" Mark smile than start to squeeze gently on Jackson's neck. He can feel that Jackson become more relax and makes a little soft humming voice. Mark bite his lips to suppress his smile, Jackson really soft for a caring and gentle touch, and Mark always finds that side of Jackson is so darn cute 

"Hmm... thanks Mark hyung, I really need that" Jackson move closer and hug Mark waist with his left hand. He really likes snuggling on Mark, he loves Mark scent, it warmed and calming. That is why every time he feels down or lack of spirit, he came to Mark room, even when Mark is not there, he will snuggle on the bed or wrap himself in Mark blanket.  

"Are my song really that bad Markie? am I not talented in making good music?" Mark run his finger through Jackson's hair

"You are one of the most talented and hard working men that I ever meet, your song, it's not bad, it just... different"

"Different is bad doesn't it?"

"No..., It makes you unique, it makes you who you are, The Jackson Wang, the one and only. You will find someone that shares the same music taste as yours, just keep making your music, find your own color, then people will recognize you and your music, and trust me, they will love it as much as I love it" Jackson giggles, hearing Mark's sweet words in soft and loving tones are really boost his mood.

"Thank you, Mark, thank you for everything and for always there whenever I need you" Jackson smile as he snuggles more on Mark who running his fingers caressing Jackson's hair. 

Mark is the only member that could make Jackson act spoiled, he is close with all his members, but he only whined to Mark, he trusted his all to Mark, he loves when Mark caressing him or petting him. It just works like that since the very beginning, despite their huge gap of personality differences, Mark is the only one that could calm him. Understand and respect his serious and deep side that unfamiliar for most of the people

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Knock! knock!

"Excuse me, Mr. Wang, are you ready ?" Jackson opened his eyes and smiled at the man 

"Yes, I am ready"

"Ok then, we will start in thirty minutes"

"Ok" Jackson shows his thump up as he smiles back. After the man has left, he takes his breath and checks on him one more time in front of the mirror. It's been a long journey and after all the hard work and support from all his families, friends, and his loyal fans, finally, the day has come. His first solo fan meeting. 

Just like Mark said, If he keeps making his music, learning and improving, someday, someone will eventually see his music, his unique style, and love it. 

Mark, Jackson whispering his name in a fond way, his most beautiful and shining diamond, the one and only love for him. To be honest, Jackson feels a little bit jealous, Mark come as the special guess on Jus2 debut and Mark fly to Thailand to support Bambam on his first solo fan meet, but why can't Mark allowed to attend on his big day? why is it so wrong for any of his members to be seen in any activity that he and his team had? one of his biggest motivation besides being acknowledged as a musician with his own music is because he wants to make a path for his member to come and work with him in his beloved homeland. Especially Mark, so he can be together with him even if it just a little bit longer, even if it just a split second or by far as long as he can see the real Mark Tuan in flesh and not just from his phone screen.     

Jackson takes a deep breath, it not time to complain, he has a concert to perform for the people who believe and support him wholeheartedly. Jackson prays then walk out from his room to slay the concert and give the best of him.