It was Thursday and I haven't spoken or seen mike other then in class which was supper weird.Me and Rich decided to go to the arcade to play the new game they installed.But when we left on our bikes I saw mike and told Richie I'd be back 'hey how are you' he looked at me and pretended like I was a stranger 'why are you talking to me I thought you didn't want to see me' he looked at me with hate and i went with Richie 'why were you talking to wheeler?' 'I just wanted to say hi but he didn't wanna talk' ' Rose i can't do this you obviously have feelings for him' 'no what we're just friends' 'ya that's what you said last time so cut the bullshit Rose you like him and I don't want to be with you if you have eyes for some one else' 'no rich I don't even like him he's literally just a friend to me nothing more' 'bullshit Rose I see you looking at him in lunch with those fuckn lovey dovey eyes and shit I can't do this' 'no please rich come on seriously' 'ya seriously Rose where done you can go hang out with your other boyfriend mike' I saw his eyes they were filled with pure hatred towards me.I left crying on my bike just wanting to go home and sleep.I got home and went straight to my bed and layed down crying.
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I layed there listening to sad music on my stereo.Then I heard my mom come home I didn't want her to see me crying so I wiped my tears and turned of my music. 'Hey Rosie you home!' 'Ya mom' she came up and opened my door I pretended like I was reading a book 'hey um Rose I need to talked to you about something but we should have dinner first' I could tell my mom was worried and had been crying more than me she had dry tears and her eyes were puffy.
I went down for diner she didn't have time to cook much so just made Mac and cheese with chicken.I started eating 'Rose your brother got in an accident' I could see her eyes tear up 'is he okay omg mom!' She didn't answer 'MOM is he okay!' She didn't answer and she finally shook her head no.i cryee in tears and she hugged me.My brother was like my bestfriend we always got along and he'd always comfort me and cheered me up.
Great now I have another thing to cry about all day me and my mom ended up sleeping on the couch watching romantic films and feel asleep in eachothers arms.
It's Friday i woke knowing i had to go to school my mom told I don't have to but i had to I never miss school. I told my mom bye and left on my bike.I was scared to see mike and Dustin but I decided I was gonna hang out with Ed's and ask if we could hang out on the field.
I got into class and saw mike trying to keep my cool and sat next to Dustin I asked Dustin if he wanted to ditch 2nd period because nobody cared if you ditched they wouldn't even notice 'hey Dustin so you wanna ditch 2nd cause I really need someone to talk to' 'ya sure' the class went on and we were going to meet up at under the bleachers. 'So um what's wrong' I busted out into tears 'they hate me' 'what!?' 'Mike AND Richie they'd both want nothing to do with me' 'that's not true' 'yes it is they said it there selves' 'I'm sorry how bout we go to mikes to see if theres y thing we can do about it' 'sure but you do the talking I don't want him to hate me more' 'That's all other than that your okay' 'no my brother he ... he passed away in an accident' he hugged me supper tight as if he wasn't never going to let go 'I'm sorry I can't event begin to realize what you going through wow and mike and richie know' 'no my mom told yesterday after they both told me that's they wanted nothing to do with me' 'oh three must be been ya terrible' 'ya' the rest of the period past we talked about his crush on max I'm so lucky to have a friend like him.
