•Hey Trash Mouth•

Life Just Fuckn Sucks

Listen to Sam Smith:I'm way too good at goodbyes and Let her go:by the passengers it sets the mood

I cried in the restroom hoping no one could hear me
But max came in 'he rose you ok' 'um ya' i said as I wiped the tears of my face trying to sound like i wasn't crying 'is it about Richie?' 'What?' 'He told us I'm so sorry rose' 'oh you know' 'I got out and she hugged me 'come on lets go meet up with the boys you should cherish today
We went back to the boys Rich hugged me and I let go to go talk to mike 'hey um.' 'Hey you ok?you seem sick ms.rudolph the red nose raindeer' we both laughed I saw riches face I guess he got the hint that I was really made at him so I just kept on talking with mike while he sat talking to bill
'Hey um babe do you wanna head to my house after school?' 'I don't know rich' 'come on please i need you!' 'Ok'
he waited for me as we got out of school we rode on our bikes without talking we got there and headed up to his room but I just sat there reading one of his magazines about models 'hey so I know your mad at me but I just really need you ok I need to hug you and talk to you this might be the last day we can' I got up and kissed him so hard that we both hurt our teeth 'oooww' we both dropped on the bed that was just the matress because everything else was packed .we laughing 'your so beautiful' I blushed and turned away he turned my chin and gave me a soft kiss on the lips nothing too much but it was the best kiss ever because I know he meant it
'Can you sleep over I want you to be here when I leave because I have something for you' 'ya sure what is it' 'I'm not gonna tell you' we both sighed as he hugged me 'life just fuckn sucks doesn't it rich' 'yup life's just a piece of dog shit it just lays there until it gets squished by someone's foot' 'ewwww' we bonded that day like no other
The morning after I knew I knew I had to let go of him but even though I was awake I held him as tight as I could not wanting it to end.
But it did riches mom came in telling rich that the cab would be here in 10 minutes we both got ready and there it was the horrible sound of the cab honking he opened the door and I hugged him 'please don't leave yet' he got a black box out of his pocket it was a necklace that had his iniciales 'omg rich how much did that cost!' 'Just 100 dollars it was worth it' he placed it on my neck 'this is so you know I'll always come back and I promise you Rose I will marry you some day and you'll be Mrs.Tozier he kissed me and got into the cab I realized that he wasn't coming back for a long time I got on my bike and right away started writing to him we promised we would write everyday and we would NEVER forget about eachother.