Jin+Jungkook

"Marry me?"

"Jungkook? You're home early," Jin smiled. He placed the groceries in the kitchen. Jungkook had followed him there. The young man had been nervous all day waiting for his lover.

Jin kissed Jungkook, once he set down the groceries. Jungkook was always happy to receive those kisses. It let him know he was missed and loved. They were soft and indulgent. These last couple of months were amazing. Their relationship hadn't changed much. Except that now he could freely kiss Jin...in the privacy of their home. Their was also intimacy which was new for both. Jungkook had found it pleasurable when his lover would take him. Jin was always loving even in times of desperate passion. He loves Jin deeply and wholly.

He played with Jin's tie. The older male studied his shy behavior. Jin probably could already tell something was off.

"Did I miss something?" He asked Jungkook. Jin wasn't sure if he missed an event or something was bothering the young man.

Jungkook wanted to speak but he still wasn't confident enough to do so. He let out a shaky breath. Seeing as he couldn't say the words— he took out a folded sheet of paper from his back pocket. He slowly handed it over to Jin with some doubt.

There was no doubt of his own love for Jin. He just was scared that Jin couldn't see his love for him. That's what had his heart beating radically.

Jin took the piece of paper from his hands. Jin wondered what it could be. He hoped that the young man was fine both physically and emotionally. He carefully unfolded the piece of paper to read it. His heart was beating fast. There was nerves. He wasn't sure what to do if Jungkook decided that their relationship wasn't welcome anymore. Jin's love would cause him to step back and let the young man be happy. He would do whatever it took to see Jungkookie happy. Even if it meant that he would be in pain seeing with someone else.

I'm okay. We're okay.

The first sentence was written nicely and carefully. It made Jin relax. So, it could only mean that he missed an event important to Jungkook. Jin hoped that he could make it up to him.

I'm sorry I made you worry. I tried to come up with words to say to you but can't find the courage to say them out loud. I'm nervous just thinking about your reaction to this letter. I'm nervously staring at you because I don't know if you finished reading the most important part of this letter.

He looked up to see Jungkook staring at him. He was playing with his hands and his doe eyes looked bigger than usual. The man was scared. Jin remembered the times when Jungkook was only a boy. His heart clenched. He must continue reading.

I want to thank you for taking me in when no one else would have. I cried the day my parents abandoned me because I was sure my life would be filled with mistreatment, and harsh words. That wasn't the case—not always, you showed me love. You would shower me with loads of it with your small details. You have taken are of me beautifully, hyung.

That love has blossomed into a partnership which we know today. It's based on mutual respect, affection, kindness, love, understanding, and all that good stuff you talk about. Hyung, I'm in love with you. You know it too. Those words came out of my mouth almost a year ago. I'm glad you got to hear them because I shy away so easily when speaking.

Hyung? Can I ask you something important?

I know this letter is starting to get long but I can't word it right. My head jumbled everything. I'm nervous.

Today is the another year added—when you started our family. I was a child years ago and today I'm a man —your man. As a child I wanted nothing more than to be like you. I wanted to be compassionate, caring, full of love, devoted, strong, and all those characteristics that make you, you. I pray that you think of me somewhat like this. But today, as your man, I want nothing more than to further our family. I want to know if your willing to take the next step with me? And I know it's not legal or "right" in the eyes of others but I want this more than anything.

I want this love to be forever. Because love isn't only made for man and woman. It was meant for us too. And this might not be the best speech you've read or heard but it's me. You know me, hyung. My words are true and full of heart. With that said, hyung, will you marry me?

Jin looked up and didn't see Jungkook. Where is he? He looked back down at the letter noticing Jungkook down on his knee. He was holding out a ring. It wasn't extravagant or worth much but it came with all the love. Jin didn't know what to say. For the first time Jungkook had left him speechless —mute. Jin held his gaze with Jungkook's.

The young man looked vulnerable. His face tainted red. Jungkook was sure Jin could hear the strong, rapid heartbeat going on in his chest. Jin was breathless. He needed to remember to breathe and hopefully respond to his boyfriend.

"Marry me?" Jungkook whispered. His voice was shaky from the lack of use. He couldn't say it any louder due to the nerves.

Jin nodded his head. He threw himself to the man he fell in love with. They both fell on the floor. Jin was crying. He never thought that he would marry the young boy he took in. Jin hadn't expected Jungkook to love him this much. He was way too old for this boy but he loved him so much and it was the same feeling for Jungkook too. Their love was mutual. Jungkook couldn't have worded any better in Jin's opinion. He described love perfectly.

Jin had wanted this. He truly did. He had dreamt so many nights since becoming lovers that he would propose to Jungkook. His Jungkookie, his young lover, would be with him until death do them part.

There would be no piece of paper making it legal or any witnesses. It would just be them and God, who would witness the immense love they have for one another. God will be their only witness for years to come.

He had to buy Jungkook's ring and it might be a while but he was sure that in their head they were already married the moment Jin nodded yes.

He didn't want to let Jungkook go. He continued to kiss his face and the tears didn't stop. Jungkook had his arms around him. The young man was letting him get away with everything. They both were able to breath again.

"Forever and always." He cried. This was a promise to himself and his lover. He would fight for this love. Because nothing can come in between a love so real as theirs.

May 24, 2018

I'm late dopeID ! This is the second part to "I love you" I hope you like this part too...

Keep steaming Fake Love and keep supporting the boys! This album is beautiful that I was literally in tears 😭