Everything For You... (GirlxGirl)

Chapter Nine...#BeMine?

Cathy's P.O.V

I was heart broken.

This wasn't the first time this had happened.

Its wasn't the first time I had told someone I loved them and they didn't feel the same way.

Was I too fat?
Too weird?
Too shy?
Too awkward?

Why did she play me?
She made me think that I actually had a chance.
But I wish I hadn't held on to that chance.

I had scars too...I wonder if she saw them?

My mind had wandered off and I hadnt realized I was standing in front of my mirror.

I hated how I looked, most of the time.

And people would always say that I was fat, and ugly, and stupid.

Maybe that's why she hates me.

I pulled on my sweat shirt, because that was my only comfort, plus I didn't want her seeing my scars, if she hadn't already

I started walking down the stairs, when I heard Emma crying, soft sobs escaping her lips.

I could hear her mumbling about how she didn't want to ruin my life, and that she didn't want to get hurt again.

Who had hurt my baby girl?

I had started walking into the living room, where she was sitting, when her eyes shot up to meet mine.

They were red and puffy.

What was going on?

She just left me in there and hurt me and now she's crying?

What?!

I walked up to her and knelt down in front of her,on the laminate flooring, of my house.

Her head was in her hands again.

"Emma?" I called at her, softly.

She lifted her gaze to meet mine, her eyes filled with unshed pain and tears.

"What's wrong hun?" I questioned.

"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry. ...I hurt you, I'm sorry.." she sputtered out

I stared at her for a moment.

"What's wrong babe? What are you not telling me?"

She stared me straight in the eyes before slamming her lips onto mine, throwing me back onto the floor.

Her hands roamed my sides, caressing my very small hipbones.Yes, very, dangerously small hipbones.

"Cathy, why are you so skinny babe?" she asked after pulling away from our kiss.

"Don't worry about it." I replied to her, hoping she would drop it, which she did, thankfully.

"Cath...ummmm...can I ask you something?"  Emma said shyly, twirling a strand of my hair in between her fingers.

I nodded, a little worriedly.

Her face lit up as she said...

"Will you be my girlfriend?"