Secret Session ~ S.M

Chapter 2

Alex's POV
Oh my gosh it's time to listen to his new album!!! I waited for this forever I swear to god! I already have a good feeling that Shawn will slay this new album, like he always does to everything, even when he goes lol.

"Okay guys you can put your headphones on" Shawn said nervously.

Oh my gosh he's so fucking cute when he's nervous. I love him with all my heart, he helped me through so many things just if I'm only 18. He's my hero.

I put on the headphones and I hear a music play.
OMAIGOSH THIS SOUNDS SO GOOD I THINK I'LL START TO SCREAM SOON!!! I'M ALREADY IN LOVE WITH THE FIRST SONG!!!
I swear I don't even want to see myself right now because I'm probably red as fuck on my face because when I'm exited or something like this I always turn really red. I wanna start to scream it's so fucking good! It's just the first song and I'm about to die. Shawn is killing me every time this is not fair!!!
It's 14 songs so it will probably be like 44 minutes until we listened done to the whole album. I will explode soon I swear.
Shawn looks at us and he's really nervous oh my god what a cutie I can't with him. His smile is just perfect!
Right now he haves eye contact with me and he sees my red face oh my fucking god noooo!
He smiles at me. Oh my gosh I can't believe that Shawn stays in front of me, I'll cry soon it's a dream come true for me.

~ after 44 minutes ~

"So what do you guys think about this album? Do you like it?"

Is it even a question?!? It's fucking perfect!!!

"WE DON'T LIKE IT, WE LOVE IT SHAWN OH MY GOD IT WAS PERFECT I CAN LISTEN TO THIS FOR MY WHOLE LIFE AND NEVER GET TIRED OF THIS" Maya said.

Maya is so cute I love her she's so nice and a real fucking beauty.

Shawn just started to smile so big and said
"thank you guys so much I really appreciate that I love you"

"We love you too" said Rachel, I also love her. I mean I love everyone here what the fuck am I saying lol.

"Why are you with your guitar Shawn? I asked because I saw him with his guitar since we came in and he didn't putted it down yet.

"Oh I didn't realised that I'm still with it" he said and laughed, we laughed too.

"Okay so what should we do now?" Simon asked.
I love Simon he's such a nice guy, I don't mean like love love, I mean love him as a brother so you take that right lol.

"Umm let's talk about to know each other better because I don't know like everything about you guys" Shawn said with a smile on his face.

"Okay" we all said with a smile on our faces.

"We can go sit on the sofa because I don't like those chairs if I should be honest and the sofa is more comfortable and you all have space there" Shawn said with a smile on his face and after said "c'mon guys"

I seriously love this boy so much he changed my life so much.

We all are going after Shawn in another room until we see a really big sofa.
We all take a seat.
Everyone of us feels comfortable in the sofa and then Shawn starts to talk again.

"So who wants to tell us something about theirselves?"

Everyone of us wants to start but then Shawn says
"Well guys not all of you can start but we can start from Hanna until Alex, sounds good?" He said with a really big smile on his face.
I swear sometimes I get lost in that perfect smile.

"Yes" we all say happily.

"Okay so Hanna you can start" Shawn said.

"Well I'm a 14 years old girl who goes at school like every 14 teenager does, well maybe not all but I do, I'm obsessed with Starwars and Teenwolf. Everyone in my school thinks that I'm weird for liking Starwars and Teenwolf so much but I don't really care what they say because I'm a positive person, well the mostly not all the time because sometimes I get really mad on people who are just judging me, they can judge their moms not me. Then of course I'm obsessed with you Shawn and I'm really happy that I found you and that I made a fan-page. I love this fandom so much. Then I have no siblings and I live with my parents in California. So yeah I guess that's all about me"
Wow her story is amazing I'm also obsessed with Starwars.

"Wow your story is amazing Hanna and thanks for making a fan-page of me, this means a lot to me and don't care about what the people say about you because you're an amazing girl and you have a really good personality and you can make friends really fast."

~ my turn to say my story about myself, the last one ~

"Well I'm an 18 years old girl who got through so many things in this life, I got bullied for 5 years, it was really hard but it stopped just for 2 years ago, I wanted to kill myself and I really regret that but thanks god that I'm still alive right now and that I kept chasing my dreams and now I'm leaving in them. For about 4 years ago when I was 14 my parents divorced and my dad moved in another country so I didn't saw him for 4 years ago and I don't even remember how he looks like, then my mom left me too so now I live with my grandma in a house in LA. When I was 14 I had my first boyfriend and I really believed him that he would help me to go through all those hard moments but he didn't helped at all, he was cheating on me with another girl who was 1 year older than him and then he started to bully me, that was really hard for me but I was just keep thinking for myself "stay strong everything will be fine" and here I am right now. Then for like 3 years ago I met you Shawn and you changed my whole life, you made me stay stronger and you where and still are such an inspiration for me thank you so much, you're my hero and you will always be, I love you so f... oh sorry. I love you so much. I didn't meant to swear sorry again"
I said with tears in my eyes because this is kinda emotional for me to talk about, but I'm ok.

"Wow I'm so sorry for what happened to you and I can see all of you guys crying this is really sad I wanted to cry too but I kept my emotional inside me. You're such an inspiration too and don't forget to stay strong and you're a important human on this world. I love you hunny and I love all of you guys"

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