But now you're in my way (BoyxBoy AU) Niam Horayne

Chapter 6

Sup guys :) sorry about taking, you know, forever to update, i've just had lots of things to do, and today i'm doing an exhibition for ice skating on Disney on Ice so wish me luck :) thsi chapter is quite fluffy, i was just in a fluffy mood so don't be expecting too much. And your comment, Oh my God!! you all just seem to be predicting (correctly) my whole story!! am i that predicatable???? Love you, Comment, Vote, Fan -Rach xx (feel free to search up my skating team in Youtube "Majestic Ice Junior Team Australia" :) )

Chapter 6

Unfortunately, the rest of the night was pretty average. Niall and Liam were completely immersed in each other, and completely blocking us out, but that was fine, because Lou and I alternated between having some sort of unspoken conversation with our eyes, and joking around, bantering loudly with each other, like we'd been best friends for years.

Best friends. I wonder if Louis could ever be my best friend. What with him being my teacher and all, but I'll just hope for that, seeing as I know he'll never go for me as a boyfriend. I'm too average. There's nothing special about me. My hair is always annoyingly curly and messy, my eyes look like puke green to me, and when I smile, I get an annoying dimple that makes me look like I'm bloody five years old.

And then Louis' so perfect with his feathery hair, and crystally eyes and dazzling smile that could make the straightest of men go weak in the knees, so just imagine what it does to me. He's so out of my league. Frankly, it's just depressing. But, I am known to others as a player, I guess, so I am not backing down. I will get this man, even if it kills me.

I don't think age is a big deal in a relationship. Well, really, I don't think anything is really a factor in a relationship. As long as you love each other, it shouldn't matter, age, gender, religion. You don't choose who you fall in love with, love just happens. And if you find it, you shouldn't waste your time worrying about materialistic things, just love the other person with all your heart. The worst thing you could possibly do to a person, is to ignore them while they are loving you with all their heart. That's my philosophy anyway.

Every so often, we would jokingly feed each other food, wrapping our own forks in our food and reaching over the table, shoving it in the others mouth. It looked suspiciously like a scene from a cheesy movie, but I knew he wasn't thinking of it like that. He probably thinks that we're just being stupid and childish, and that I just want to eat his food.

But for me, it's more than that. It's showing me that we are actually scarily compatible. We both act like children, can easily have a laugh with each other but I can see in his eyes, that he can be caring. We were talking about Liam and Niall at one point during the night, and when Louis talked about Liam, you could see his eyes shining in love for the other boy. He really cared for him.

I want that. I want Louis to love me with all his being and talk about me to other people, and be proud he can call me his. I want a love out of a fairy tale. I want the love that no matter how much the two people go through, no matter what happens, they stay together and love each other unconditionally. I want him, or her, to love me with all their heart and do anything for me. For them to accept me as I am, to love me for all my imperfections. I know it's asking a lot, but I feel like I can get that with Louis.

I've only really had a decent conversation with him for the first time tonight, even after a few weeks of him taking me for drama, we never really talked. I've watched him walking around the room, loosening up the self-conscious kids, playing along with the over-dramatics, and laughing along with those, like me, who just enjoy making an idiot of themselves. He can just do everything, he's just amazing.

I cannot even bare the thought of going back to school, pretending that this never happened. Pretending we're not perfect for each other. Pretending I'm not falling for him, hard.