live free | HWANG HYUNJIN [COMPLETED]

#012

After what had happened they awkwardly stood up and walked home. As she was closing the door behind her room, she smiled at herself but at the same time she was sad.
Did he just have done that to make me happy?

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„Jo Jihee! You were so long gone. Where have you been?", Jeongin approached the little girl.

„I-i had things to do. You know."

„Nooo, I don't know. Anyways wanna go eat today? After school."

„Sure.", she nodded and went with him to her class.
However as she sat down at her place she looked for Hyunjin but couldn't find him anywhere. After the teacher came in he came too, he was too late and would have detention after.
She asked herself, what might the reason be? Because he doesn't look like he hadn't sleep good. He looked really good but something was wrong.

In the whole time of the class she was looking at him and couldn't concentrate. Suddenly he turned around to take a pen of a student behind him, because he hadn't one with him. As he turned around he saw Jihee, while she was smiling to him he just gave her a cold stare and turned around.

What was that? She thought. Why didn't he smiled back or respond or something? What happened?

While she thought of those things the black haired boy, thought of the kiss on yesterday. Because of that he couldn't look her into the eyes anymore.
Her lips and the kiss was feeling exactly the same. They were feeling like hers.

„So I wanted to remind you. That the camp is next week on Friday. Please be ready for it!"

„Oh no! I forget that fuck-

„Yah! No swearing in the house!", Mina told her and chuckled.

Yes, next week. Next week on Monday they officially have to marry each other. And on Tuesday everyone would know of it. I mean it's a popular school and who wouldn't know of those things. And actually he was a popular boy too.
Such things were spread easily.

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After school Jeongin and her went to a little restaurant to eat ramen. He was talking something but she didn't listend to him. Instead she was looking at her ramen, poking into it with her chopsticks. To many things were going in her mind that she even didn't know what she was doing there anymore.

Jeongin noticed that Jihee was different than usual. And her parents let her out oftener then before. Something was strange and he wants to ask her what it is but in the same time, he doesn't want to affect her.

„Jihee? Are you even listening to me?"

„Hmm?...yeah..yes!"

„What's wrong? Your behaving differently."

„Jeongin-ah! Im just...im so overwhelmed with my own feelings and thoughts. I don't wanna live anymore. Because all I do is just to feel pain. I want to stop this."

Jeongin stood up sitting next to her giving her a hug while rubbing her back. He was feeling sad to see her like this but, he didn't even know the reason of it.

„You can let it all out if you want too."

And actually, she started to cry. In the past few days, weeks or even months, she was crying more often then usual. Well, she never really cried before so much at her friends thats why it was new. But she couldn't do anything for it she had to cry because it was the only way to let it all out and to don't think of it for a moment.
Everyday she could cry hours long but she wants to look strong in front of others.

She could feel, that her heart is falling apart everyday a little more.

„I want too tell you but I can't."

„ok, but you know that you can talk to me about everything right?"

„Yes, I know. But can I speak with you about love too?"

„Of course....I guess"

„I guess? So it's a no."

„No, it's not like that. You can talk to me about love but I don't have much experience with it."

„I have a question."

„Ok, say it."

„What if I would tell you weeks after. That I have to marry Hyunjin and live with him together. What would your reaction be?"

„I would be shocked and angry. Because you didn't tell me early and as if you would ever marry him. He just was your neighbor."

She looked him deep into the eyes, feeling sadness. He could tell that she was not lying and it's happening. He could read everything in her eyes.

„Jihee...don't tell me your-

„Jeongin. I do."

He couldn't say anything. He was sitting there shocked and couldn't believe any word. It was to real to be true.

I didn't forget the camp lol.
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