hey guys..
i just kinda need to vent a bit, it's fine if you just skip this
iv'e just been feeling really depressed lately
my friend died of lung cancer today and then another killed themselves, iv'e been bullied non stop and then a bully from my school moved into my neighborhood and said i should be a slave since i'm African, i actually attempted suicide about a week ago... i failed because the noose fell apart before i could, iv'e stopped cutting which is good
iv'e also had a really bad sleep schedule lately, i slept through both my alarms on monday and Tuesday, iv'e been getting aggressive towards my best friends and my teachers are piling up on tests and homework, my little brother told me he hated me 3 times this week and he never said sorry... i can't stop feeling depressed and nothing is helping, so iv'e started taking more risks to see just how far i can push myself.... someone please send help...
