I wasn't sure if I would make it.
I was tired, so I played games.
4 girls in 6 months.
5 in 9.
I miss one of them, but I regret her more.
She shared the name of my favorite Disney princess,
We lasted 4 months and
I put her through hell.
I apologized 3 months after the fact.
The fifth girl lasted a week.
I'm still numb, and I'm not sure if I can hold a strong relationship again.
Not when I keep hoping she'll come back to me.