When I was a child
My parents and I
Love having to bond outside
We explore
We wander
We soar
One day
We were having a picnic
I was just wandering around
When I came through a flower field
Oh it was pure serendipity
That flower field became my second home
It was calming
I felt like I can be there at my most vulnerablity
Without someone judging me
That flower field was welcoming and warm,
it was like having your own dorm.
Safe and protected
And then,
In that same flower field,
I met you
But it wasn't love at first sight
It was hate at first sight
I was angry at you because
You kept destroying the things I love
But as time passed
You are the one that I love the most now
That's why I'm scared of losing you
Because you might leave me all shattered
And if someone loves me again the way you did
I'm afraid that I will never have truly love him
Because in the end,
I will still choose you
And because
I love you
