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Sitting in the waiting room of Flynn's office, with Christian. I felt nerves for some reason, like when you go for a check up at the dentist nerves. His previous patient left and we were shown in. We sat down and Christian informed Flynn why we are here and what the reasons where.

'So Ana why is it you think you can't go to sleep at night?'

'I keep dreaming of my kidnap experience and how bad it could have been. They torture me and then the pain is worst every time I go to sleep.' I explained.

'Why do you think, you keep dreaming about these events?'

'My subconscious play a really sick jock on me for almost two months.' He hummed then wrote something on a piece of paper.

'When you dream what do you dream about then make you so scared that you don't want to go back to sleep?'

'The fact that they torture me over and over more like Korean torture. Ice water, hitting you till you talk, then my other dream is where they shoot me my legs, feet, and shoulder at close range. That is why I can't go back to sleep.'

'I see.' He said then wrote some more on his note pad.

'What treatment do you recommend?' Christian asked and I could see he is clenching his jaw, suppressing his anger.

'Ana has gone through quite an ordeal when she tried to survive her kidnapping. The trauma of it clearly burned into her subconscious and we need to deal with all the smaller issues first. Such as her fears, then to get her to a place where we can get her to get better so she can start sleeping better.'

'What do you suggest then Flynn?' Christian asked him. Wondering why I'm actually here then, if it's only them talking, then to me. Don't be silly Ana, they are only trying to help you. Being almost a full term pregnant has it's down sides. I left to use the bathroom and returned a while later. Flynn asked me a bunch of questions about my event. I truthfully answered them all. He gave me an exercise to go and try at home tonight until we meet again tomorrow. The exercise is for me trying to sleep, I have to write down my nightmare in a journal and then hug myself telling myself I'm safe over and over till I fall asleep again. So an hour later we thank Dr. Flynn for his time and told him we'll see him tomorrow, then left for the big house.

Make a stopover at a stationary store for a new journal. We drove up to the big house when Christian parked the car in front of one of the garages. We got out and were walking towards the house when Teddy came out running out to us straight into Christian's arms. With a new journal in my hand, we head back into the house. Teddy asked to be put down and then he ran over to me where he climbs onto my lap, telling me a whole story of his day. It was so precious, I gave him a kiss on his head. Later he got back to playing with his solar power train. Christian is in the study working.

I wanted to get up to get myself some water when it was my last thought that came to me. My first labor pains set in, while I am in pain I walked to where Christian was in his study. He was on his phone, yelling at someone very angry so I turn away and head up stairs to our room. I don't want to bring my little girl into the world with his anger. I half dragged myself up by the banisters. My first wave of pain stopped and I finally got to our en-suit bathroom. I got out a bunch of towels and then sat on the floor on the towels. Got my wet pants off and threw them to one side. A new wave of pain started, breathing hard. Riding out the pain, it was about a three and half hours into my labor when Christian found me on our bathroom floor.

'ANA! Why haven't you call, baby?' He said falling to his knees beside me.

'You were busy and I... I thought I could do it on my own.' I stuttered through the pain.

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