Star screams POV
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Well after a night that was actually quiet pleasant I sneak off to my quarters. As I sit at my work station I think to myself what has happened *WHY DID I KISS HER?!*my mind rashes with confusions and frustration
But her lip plates were so smooth and lovely who could ever resist them honestly."I'm getting attached to her,I cant let this romance cloud my thinking or my plan".I say to myself as if reassuring the obvious,"And now megatron will be watching me more closely then ever,having him at my tailpipe will be a real chore".
I rest my processor in my servos "but at least I'm gaining her trust if I can just get her completely love blind everything shall run smoothly"I chuckle to myself in glee.But something wells in my chest like a disease ,am I feeling guilty?.
"Where did this feeling come from I had no problem with my plan before.....now it's as though I feel guilty for tricking my sweet y/n...MY PRECIOUS Y/N WHAT AM I SAYING?!" I smack my hands against my processor in anger and take a few calming breaths."no starscream collect your self you are a strong independent mech,one that shall be a fierce leader of the decepticons keep that in mind do not let your plan be ruined by the primal sense of "love" "I shake my head and lay down "maybe a good nights recharge will do me some good,yes to clear my thoughts of anything contradictory to my plan".I get comfortable and start to feel my optics fade into recharge.And mind is finally at peace at least for now I hope so.
//next day///
I awake with a feeling that today shall be a long day.I kick my peds over the side of my berth and stand to stretch my gears and wings.I start my routine by going over to my personal energon descender and taking out a cube,and taking a sip as I begin to polish and clean my armour. After I finish me meal I load my weapons and make sure that the triggers are all in place.
I stand and walk out the door to another boring and dreadful day.I groan I am probably the only mech awake at this time I awake early so I can get extra work done so I can be away from other faster then usual,A trick I use often.I walk into the communications rooms to see no one in sight,the Veicons working the night shift have gone off to recharge long ago.I sit down at my station in hopes of finding peace and quiet,and for once it comes as I fill out data pads,spread sheets,attendance from the day before,and inventory.
The usual work day presenting itself easily.No one will be awake for another joor or so ,so I busy myself with more paper work ,and continue ur my blue prints for better weapons for the ship or viecons.My ideas and models are coming along greatly they should be finished in 2 days time if all my calculations are correct.
I watch as viecons walk into the room with a silent nod as they head right to work.Its times like this where I don't feel the need to be over the top bossy rude mech.At times like these I almost feel at peace with others around me.When others are around I feel the need to better my performance,but more often then not it blows up in my face plate.As the day slowly starts I stand and take my morning stroll around the ship,I don't do it to be nosy but simply because I feel to restless sitting down at a desk all day makes me feel like a caged beast.But a walk always lets me think on what needs to be done and how to do it.
I pass by the medbay and watch as K.O and breakdown yet again bicker about the cleaning of tools.I snicker silently as I pass and nod my processor at any passing solider.No malice or Anger was present on my face only leaving a happy tolerant face.
"Maybe today will leave me with happy thoughts or good fortune" But as soon as I felt calm surely some greater power had to ruin it.I curse the name of whoever disturbs my peace.but I can tell who was behind me just by the shape of the shadow .I harden my face and stand straight still not facing the unknown shape."Good morning my lord how are you this morning?"I turn to see that the lords face if one of slight surprise and boredom."I suppose today shall be a good day if Everyone decides to do they're part".
He looks down at me with bordom and the quickly changes to curiosity."I herd you and Y/N went out on a flight last night".I fold my servos together "yes we did have a flight it was nice and warm "The hint of a smile cracks at the corners of my mouth as I remember her so close to me. "Did something happen you seem awfully happy today commander"He asks with deep suspicion laced in his words.
"No not much just today I think they're needs to be a bit more positivity"I say sarcasm dripping from my tone .He rolls his optics and continues walking "I have some important meeting to attend starscream I expect you to be there on time".I roll my optics behind him "Of course lord megatron anything that will please you this morning"I can hear him stomp away.As I raise my head and let out a sigh "so much for a light days work,but I guess my work never really is done"
I head back from the way I came and as I pass the medbay I hear three firmiliar Voices one being ..y/n.She seems to be speaking of .....OUR FLIGHT?!
I MUST STOP THIS?!*i open the door and.....
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