He's not that bad

Chapter 10

Y/N POV
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I fiddle with my digits and look at my older brother as he stares me down . "Well y/n I'm waiting " I gulp ,I don't to tell my brother I'm actually interested in a mech that would be suicide for the said mech and I don't want him to hurt starscream, come on y/n think , think , think!?! ."I don't know what your talking about megatron " I play dumb hoping that he wouldn't notice. He raises a brow " are you lying to me y/n cause if you were that would really hurt me " I then sigh and say " If I tell you , you have to promise me not to get angry or kill anyone " I look him in the optics seriously." I promise now what is it that you would almost lie to me to keep hidden about ?" He asks . I nervously look at him then respond " I may have taken a liking to a mech on the nemisise " I say nervously. He doesn't look angry more shocked " This is great news y/n who was caught the eye of my baby sister ?" He asks happily" wellll that's the part in afraid your going to be mad about " he then looks at me in confusion " who is it y/n ?I'm sure we will get alone " ."it's umm I-it's starscream " I squeak out then look at megatron he wears a mixed expression that I can't read." You have a liking for starscream?" I nod and he looks at me like I have four heads." ARE U MAD!? , do you even know who he is, what he has done ?! He's a no good back stabbing liar and a traitor !?"I step back a bit from his out burst."he doesn't know I like him SO KEEP IT DOWN!!" I urge him .he then says in a normal tone " y/n as your leader and your older brother I will be keeping a close eye on the two of you , he is no good and I don't want him to use or hurt you, if he does anything and I mean ANYTHING to harm you promise me you will find and tell me alright because I don't want you to be hurt like the last time "he says with deep concern ." Alright I will find and tell you if he hurts me I promise alright , and it won't be like last time I'll make sure of it"I hug him and sigh. He hugs back "alright I love you y/n" " i love you too megatron " we part and he tells me to follow him to the throne room.
We arrive and he tells me that I can talk with prime and that I could beat him but not kill him sadly . I nod to my brother then head to the holding cells on my way I see knock out and he waves "hello y/n how are you doing?" He asks politely "pretty good about to talk to the prime how about you?" "Oh not to bad I'm just heading back to medbay I had to find more polish for my finish" he shows me the can full of polish."alright it was nice talking with you knock ore I'll see you later alright?" "Okay y/n bye" "bye" . We parted ways and I finally made it to the peons holding cell . I Open the door and close it behind me I look over at the prime with confidence written all over my face plate.he has various restraints making sure he couldn't free himself. He looks at me with a blank stare, I walk closer to him " well how are you enjoying the nemisise so fat prime are you comfortable enough? "I ask my voice dripping with sarcasm.he doesn't answer me do I ouch him on the side of the helm . He looks up at me in disappointment and asks " what happened to you y/n? Why did you become a decepticon ?" I look at him in complete shock then laugh an insane laugh, then answer " prime you should know better then anyone why I'm a decepticon " I grab his chin " you fragging disgusting" i throw his face away and laugh again " you are so helpless I love it the way you can't do anything about this situation the way you can't fix everything feels me with joy" I smile showing my slightly pointed dentas. " glitch" I hear him mumble " excuse me prime what was that I couldn't hear you " I hold an energon prod in my servos. He then yells " you FRAGGING SIP SPAWN OF A GLITCH" he looks angry. I stab him in the abdomen and he grunts in pain as he is being electrocuted." Anything else Orion ?" I use his old name the one that would roll so easily off my tongue but know gets stuck in my throat. He flinches and looks up at me still angry " I'm now Optimus prime y/n not Orion pax" " well both of your designations cause me to want to kill you so what does it matter?"I mock him ."oh Orion how is elita 1 doing these days?" I spit out her name as if it were poison on my glossal. He looks down in sadness "she was off lined by megatron " oh how that one sentence made my cycle ." Oh really so sad poor Orion " I mock again he clenches his servos tightly ." Do not mock my pain , you don't now what it feels like to lose the ones you love , you were abandoned at birth only to be adopted by a gladiator !!" He shouts angrily " I don't know what it's like to lose someone?" I look at him with a distant broken smile." Well Orion pax I lost you remember " I clench my dentas together trying not to let energon fall from my optics." You LIED to me ,went BEHIND MY BACK AND CHEATED ON ME!! When all I have you was my spark. But I guess you have your spark to another right? RIGHT?!" I scream at him my tone filled with hurt, anger, and sadness." Your Brother was the leader of the decepticons I couldn't trust you, let alone LOVE YOU!!" He yells back ." COULDN'Y THE ALMIGHTY PRIME THINK OF A WAY INSTEAD OF CHEATING ON ME AND LYING STRAIGHT TO MY FACE!!" "No because you were a decepticon, I never loves you I thought that maybe if i 'loved' you that you would persuade megatron no to fight the council " he says in a serious tone . My wings go down I'm sadness " so none of it was real ? You just used me?"I say more quietly, I can also feel that almost everyone on the ship is outside the holding cell but at the momment I don't care. He replies quieter " none of it was ,I loved elita1 before you and was seeing her while we were 'dating ' I know it wasn't the best plan but I thought it would work but I failed the night you caught me "he says truthfully. I look at my pedes " why did you have to hurt me so much? Why did I not feel it was fake?" I say quietly " y/n that was the past and I would like to start again , I would like to be friends " I punch him square in his nose, blood starts pooling from his nose rapidly and I scream" I HOPE YOU FRAGGING DROW IN YOUR OWN ENERGON!!!! You want to be friends after the pain you caused me after all the lies , acts,the drama you want me to act like nothing happened?!" I punched and kicked his stomach 10 times then send a kick to his groin. He passes out from the blows to his helm. My wings are pressed tightly to my back in hurt and sadness, an energon tear slides gently down my face before more keep coming. I wipe my tears away and open the door to see knockout, breakdown, St3v3,starscream and megatron. I look down . Megatron then comes a bit closer and asks lightly " y/n what's wrong what happened?" I feel my spark pulse with pain. I look at all of them and say " it was all fake, a joke" I then turn my body around and try to take a step towards my quarters .but then a servo grabed my wrist. "Y/n....."

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That's all femmes and mechs sorry for the wait but here ya go !!! Hope you like it vote ,comment ,add to library, all appreciated thank you all! I hope you have a great day!!

Words:1406longest yet (that's what she said lol)