I WANNA BE WITH YOU

CHAPTER 3: I WANNA BE WITH YOU

NIALLS P.O.V:

Niall boy, what are you geting yourself into?

I pulled away from the kiss first because it’s been the first time i have kissed a girl that I actually liked since xfactor. I can’t believe this, I just met her! I shouldn’t be kissing her right now, so soon! But the way she looks at me, and the way her voice blends perfectly with the guitar makes me want to open up so many more doors for me and her. The way her long brown hair falls perfectly down her back, and her Hazel eyes looking into mine. Damn, she really is perfect.

Her eyes were closed when I pulled away like she was taking in the moment. Almost as if she photographed it and was storing it into her albums. She blushed softly and looked up at me with a weird expression on her face and said

“Niall…”

“No, listen to me first before you say whatever you need to say to me.”

I started.

“Scarlet. I think i’m falling for you. I can see the way you smile that you like me too. I could have any girl in this world, willing to be with me every second of the day. But I choose you. I want you. You’re all i want. You and I.. We’re just natural.”

She’s smiling, that’s a good thing! 

“Niall. I think I like you too. But tell me.. will you be like every other boy who will just come into your life and all of a sudden think I don’t want her anymoreand just leave? Because I really can’t stand that. I’ve already been through too much trouble in my life. I don’t need anymore of it.” 

The whole time she was talking she was looking down. I can see her hands playing with her bracelets and then she slowly takes them off. I can see scars. Huge ones actually, plastered all over like someone wanted to hack off her wrist. She cuts. This angel sitting right in front of me hurts herself because of her life. I take her wrist and I cover them up with my palm. I can see now that she has tears in her eyes, and I pull her close. She burries her head into my chest and I hear her mumble

“I’m so sorry..”

I can tell by the way that she speaks that she’s really broken inside. I need to do my best to protect her. Why? I don’t know. She’s just something special. 

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SCARLETS P.O.V:

I am such a cry baby. I feel horrible making him sit here and listen to me complain about my life. But I just never told anyone about my cutting either, not even my brother. I can trust him, I know I can. 

“Scar, I haven’t properly asked you yet. And I don’t think this is the appropriate time to ask since your soaking my shirt.  But will you be my girlfriend? I promise you if you say yes you can cry on my shoulder anytime you need it.” 

This is such a bittersweet moment. I really do like him, and not only that he is an incredible singer..

“Of course Niall.”

I looked up from his shirt still in his arms and he looked down at me saying “Thank god you said yes. I would have had to get drunk tonight because I wouldn’t be able to feel without you.”

He kissed me on the forehead and hummed me a little tune. I haven’t heard it before so maybe it’s a song off his new album. The next thing that happens is a blurr because i fell asleep.

2 hours later: 

I wake up in the large bed with a little throw blanket on over me. I turn over to see Nialls face inches away from mine. 

“You’re cute when you sleep, darlin’”

Oh my gosh. Shane. I forgot Shane I have to pick him up from school, and it’s already 3:00! I’M AN HOUR LATE. I rush out of the bed to find my phone. 

“Whats the rush, love?”

I can feel his arms rapping its way around my hips when I flip my phone open to see a text. 

“I know u r upset. I’ll wlk home 2day. Wereever u r, i luv you.xx”

He’s the sweetest brother. Thank god I don’t have to rush out to get him and bring him home. 

“Is that your brother? Hey, were you supposed to be in school today?”

He turned me around and I looked down smirking. “Yeah I was..”

“Well, why aren’t you there. I feel bad keeping you.”

“Because Niall, everyone hates me.”

I buried my head back into his chest but he pulls my head up with both his hands. 

“Why would anyone hate you. You’re the sweetest girl i have ever met!”

He doesn’t understand the impact he has on everyone.. 

“My friend from school.. well not really friend but, she hates me for not telling her about the tweet you tweeted me. And then when I drove in the parking lot today everyone gave me dirty looks and.. well i’m not the most liked person in school already. A lot of them would make fun of me for singing too much. And when I was in 3rd grade I would sing in the bathroom until my teacher came looking for me. Everyone hates me. I’m the little freak show.” The look on his face seemed so angry yet concerned.

“You know what love, they are just jealous because you have the voice of an angel and they don’t. You are so much better then them Scar. You need to face your fears and walk into that school with your head held high and show them you’re not afraid to be yourself. Because yourself is the best you can be. You deserve it, and your friend? You don’t need her. It seems like all she is doing is dragging you down. Maybe you should stick with your brother for now on. He seems like the only decent person in the school from what i’v heard.”

He’s right. Of course he’s right. 

“Niall, I forgot to tell you that Paul said to not be late to the 8:00 show tonight.”

“Okay, thank you for giving me the message.” and he kisses me on the cheek.

“I really need to get going Niall. It’s getting late and I have to go home and feed my brother and make sure my mom isn’t dieing on the floor. Not that that’s be a bad thing..” 

He smiled walked me down to the lobby. He turned to me and whispered in my ear, “I would bring you to your car but there’s way to many girls out there. I’ll see you soon sweetheart.”

He gave me a peck and started to walk away, I pulled him back and whispered to him “I like you a lot Niall.” He pulled me back and looked at my lips and back to my eyes until he leaned in to kiss me but this time it was more intense, like he was more sure of it. 

I turned to the door and sighed. Way too many girls. So I ran out past the fans and looked up and the third floor to see Niall waving out at me and flashing his beautiful smile. I think i’m going to like this.