Clear skies, no clouds, the sun, much brighter than usual. Even the trees in the forest were brighter, greener. Everything seemed perfect, like it wasn't real. It was as if I wasn't standing here, as if the trees and the skies were fabricated around me. None of this felt real, nothing felt right, it was all too perfect. Even the way the sun shines through the trees, lighting the world beneath the trees.
Walking through trying to find my way out. I don't know how I got in the forest, I don't know why I was walking through it. I just knew I felt I had to walk in this direction, as if something was pulling me. Continuing my walk to whatever was pulling me in this direction. Something about this whole forest, the whole aura of this seems odd, yet really familiar. Like I've been here before, or have had this feeling before. Making way through to what seems to be a clearing. Existing the trees to a clearing, nothing but y'all green grass covering for miles. In the middle of the area, there he was, standing there, almost like he's been waiting.
"Estarossa?...." slowly making my to him. It still amazes me that he's here. He can't be here, he can't be. He got sealed with the rest of the Ten Commandments, right? Making my way up to him as he slowly turns to face me. Like a old memory, his face was soft, his smile kind, and his eyes....violet. "I thought I'd find you here" his deep husky voice, soft and loving. Still taken back by his looks, his dark eyes not bright violet, the crest on his forehead, gone. He had been slowly walking up to me, now in front of me. He looked down at me and lifted his hand up to my chin, wiping the tear that escaped. Lifting my chin to look up at him. "Don't cry my dear"
It all felt so real, his touch, his voice, his body so close to mine and the heat radiating off him. I could not help it, tears flowed down my cheeks, making them pink. "Why do you cry?..." his soft voice, it had to be real. "I missed you so much rossa....where have you been?.." he starred at me, his smile faded slightly. If only for a second, it had returned. "I have always been here love..." he wrapped his large arms around me, pulling me close. Involuntarily, wrapping my arms around him and laying my head against his chest. "I have to go darling..." lifting my head and looking up at him, confused. He smiled down at me, but I could tell his smile had sadness in it. Why was he this sad?
Before I could ask where he had to go or why he had to, his body turned to dust, and dispersed. Tears flowing down out my eyes and down my cheeks. Once again he has left me in solitude. He has left me to life this life alone, to carry out the rest of my existence..alone. It hurt, it pained me to see him sad, it pains me that he left. Finally looking up to where he stood, shocked as the world around me had been slowly turning into darkness. Black consuming the trees and soon all around the small patch of grass. Panic setting in, looking for an escape, searching around the area I had been as the darkness crept closer and closer. Just as the darkness started consuming my body, I threw my body up.
Sitting up now, searching around for the forest, the patch of grass, the sun, everything. Even searching for him, his body, his eyes anything, that was him. Touching my cheeks, soaked in tears and wiping them away. The smoldering fire pit I had made, the ground rocky and hard, the moon high in the night sky. Everything was quiet, and there was no sign of life. For all I knew I truly was alone in this world. Pulling my knees to my chest and wrapping my arms around them. Laying my head on the top of them, "I miss you estarossa..."
*Alright!!! Lol sooo this idea came to my head last night and I've been writing it all day. It's ass but I do feel I'm getting better at writing my fanfics! Bare with me!! This story will also be brought up in the story 'Unconditional' *
