Unsteady //Zach Herron//

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dear diary,
the past couple of days have been a mixture of feelings. Zach makes me the most happiest girl alive but Emily makes me the saddest girl alive. opposite. Eve and Jonah are now dating, i couldn't be any more happier for her. everyday that i see her, her blue eyes are more lightened up and she always has a huge smile on. Emily has told me to watch my back since she wants Zach back. of course, i told him and he has been very clingy to me but i don't really mind. Zach said that no matter what, he's never gonna go back to the so called, "physcotic bitch." his words, not mine. i've been wearing shorts and a lot of people actually notice me and smile. Zach wants me to start wearing short sleeves and to be honest, i want to but i'm just scared. - Adeline Rae. September 2.

This weekend, Caden and Justin come to California to visit. Excitement fills up my body every time that my mind thinks of the idea. I haven't seen my brother in the longest time ever and I just want to hug him tightly.

Zach has never met either of them but he sure does know about them. Grayson has been talking about Caden lately at lunch and how excited he is for both his older brother and Justin to come.

Honestly, I believe that it's the first time the crew has seen his soft side. Before, they probably never even knew that the Grayson Brooks had a calming and caring side.

Class had recently started but it was science so we were sitting with our partners. Zach just so happened to be my lab partner so we were both happy.

I was randomly drawing when someone's hand met with my thigh causing my body to jump slightly. Once, my eyes looked down at the hand, it was Zach's.

This was the first time that anyone has ever touched me this way. Adrenaline started pumping through my body and I guess...I liked it. I don't know.

Zach's thumb gently rubbed back and forth as his hand stayed in place. It was actually a peaceful and relaxing feeling. Of course, he had on his typical smirk.

My head shook and a small laugh escaped my mouth but I quickly covered it with a cough.

"Herron and Brooks, no playing around in my class" the teacher turned from the whiteboard and we both nodded our head. I could tell that Zach was watching my hand movements on my drawing.

Soon, another pencil interrupted my drawing as he wrote down something on the side. When my boyfriend finished, he set his pencil down.

i love you ♡

How does he draw such perfect hearts? Mines turned out like mickey mouse's ears. But a smile appeared in my face after reading his cute little message.

After taking his pencil, I wrote down something else on his piece of paper.

Zach Herron

i love you more ☻

This girl has some amazing art and I have no idea how she drew that adorable little happy face on my paper.

During science class, I was only thinking about going to the beach with Adeline tomorrow. We haven't gone on an actual date or done anything fun together so why not combine both, right? Emily has been getting on my nerves lately. Yes, I'll admit that I've been very clingy to Adeline but I just want her to be safe and sound.

My ex girlfriend has told Adeline to watch her back. Emily may want me back but no way do I want her back. I'm perfectly happy with my relationship right now.

School had finally finished and Adeline had to go home with Grayson. Apparently, they had to organize their house that way it looks nice and presentable for when their sibling comes.

Caden Brooks is his name. I've never met him but Mrs. Brooks invited me over to dinner on Sunday night to officially meet the family.

Adeline has told me not to worry about Caden or Justin because they are "sweethearts." It's what she said and I don't want to sound like a girl just saying, sweetheart, right off the bat.

Our families have not met each other yet but we plan on doing that a different day. We don't want to overwhelm everyone so we are taking it easy and slow.

My phone dinged and I looked at it.

baby girl 💫😍: i'm sorry that i couldn't come over.

baby ✨💗: it's fine, don't worry. but maybe, tomorrow morning we can go to the beach?

baby girl 💫😍: of course. pick me up at 11:00 am?

baby ✨💗: that's perfect. i love youuuu

baby girl 💫😍: i love you too 💕

I went outside on my balcony and just thought. I thought about all my moments and memories with Adeline so far. She makes me so happy. But then it hit me.

i'm in love with, Adeline brooks.

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