I think this is a pretty good chapter hope you enjoy =))))
Amerie's P.O.V.
"Are you ready?" She said. I couldn't believe my ears I never thought I'd be so happy to hear those words, I've wanted this for so long but I couldn't do it not under these circumstances. I said I can't and sat up. Then she crawled toward me and whispered in my ear " I know you want this" and kissed me on the lips. She tried to kiss me again but I turned my head. "Stop playing hard to get, I know you like me and I know you like this" As she kissed my neck. She made my whole body shiver but I said STOP IT!! and pushed her off of me. She was stunned and said "Fine if you wanna act like a bitch I'll just leave" She stood up and headed to the door but I ran to the door and blocked her from leaving. "Move" she said. I didn't budge. "Fine I said, don't bother talking to me after this day" She walked back to the bed and got under the covers and faced the window. I sat on the bed next to we sat in silence for a while. Then I said, Why didn't you tell me about your dad? She didn't respond so I moved closer and wrapped my arm around her and said " It's okay trust in me, I promise I'll never hurt you. She said ," I never told you because idk I was ashamed and it was my fault I didn't wanna bug you with my stupid problems" Gabbi look Idc if its the stupidest littlest thing I wanna be there for you and hear everything you have to say. She gave me a half smile and said " Both my parents started abusing me when I got in my teens, I guess cause they had a falling out and my dad would drink alot they had so much built up frustration they took it out on the people they loved. My mom would just call me worthless dumb ugly stuff like that and I sorta believe it, and my dad would do every kind of abuse. A few weeks ago when I came from your house he almost raped me and he hit me but my mom came home which stopped him. When I got rapped I felt like I deserved it he would always tell me I asked for it and how I was flirting with him. as she dropped her head. Look at me i said as I picked her chin up, Don't you ever blame yourself it's not your fault he's the pig, he took advantage of you it's not okay. Gabrielle started to cry, " It's just that I feel so alone all the time, I feel like I have a hole in my heart ." Gabbi as I grabbed her hands I wanted to tell you this for a while but I was always to nervous. I want you to know that I care about you alot you mean the world to me and I have been having these feelings about you lately I think your beautiful, smart, and amazing and I-I'm in love with you. I looked at her dead in eyes. She didn't respond which made me drop my head but then she pulled my chin up and said I'm kiss In kiss Love kiss With kiss You kiss Too kiss. I was so happy I didn't know what to say besides I'M READY......................
