Amerie's POV
Fans I lied the next one is the best one, and this story is coming to and end
BEEP BEEP ! went my alarm clock as i hit the snooze button. I was a tad bit tired from the weekend with Gabrielle but I wasn't complaining. I loved her and everything about her, I wanted this for so long and it's finally real. I didn't even feel whole when she wasn't around me but while I satred at where she layed a few days ago, but her scent was still on my pillow which made me feel less lonely but there was always something in the back of my mind wondering if this was real , I know she loves me but maybe its not the same love I feel for her. I feel like she loves me like a friend like were just friends with benefits but I guess that's not the case since were a couple now. I smiled and hopped out the bed and showered and got dressed in some skinny jeans and a hoodie. I walked downstairs and saw my mom rushing out the door with toast in her mouth she shouted "bye honey" and rushed out the door. Do I want breakfast?: I thought . Nah I did all the eating I could last weekend I smirked. I grabbed my keys and my bag and headed out the door. It took about 10 mins to get to school. I saw Gabbi's car in the parking lot so I parked my car near her's and walked toward the school. As I was walking into the building my bff Jade walked by me and said " You've been dodging me for weeks , wassup?" Nothing I've just been busy okay. " Too busy to hang out with your bff?" I just looked at her and smiled. I could tell she was confused and she yelled "YOU HAD SEX!!!" I said be quiet other people can hear as I pulled her aside. She said " With who!!, I wanna know all the details , was it good , how long did he last, was he big. " I felt like she was asking a million ?'s. I'll tell you in study hall. "Study HALL!!! I can't wait that long" Okay okay meet me in the bathroom upstairs at 9:12 . She smiled and said: That's more like it" We went our seperate ways as I went to Gabbi's locker
I saw her from a distant, she was having trouble putting her bookbag in the locker she was frustrated I thought it was the cutest thing ever. I put my hands over her eyes and said guess who. " Is this Jenny? Who is Jenny! I said madly She just laughed and said "Gotcha!" I gave her a light shove, she grabbed my waist and pulled me close and said " Did you miss me baby? Of course I did as I gave her a light peck. " What are you doing 2nd period, you wanna ditch and have a little quickie in my car?" I smiled I was gonna say yes but then I remembered I was gonna meet Jade so I said Babe that sounds great my it that time of the point so I gotta decline, Are you mad? " No just a little disappointed, GOD DAMN MOTHER NATURE!!!!!. I laughed and said I gotta go I kissed her and left. 1st period was so boring I hated Geometry, shapes this angles that. I was so happy when the bell finally rang. I went to my locker it was about 9:10 , I headed to the bathroom and waited I decided to play with my hair until she got here. She came at exactly 9:12 and said " Spill". Well this may take a while. Jade walked to the bathroom door and locked it I sat on the sink and she stood in front of me. Well I was really depressed for a few weeks me and Gabbi got into it. GABRIELLE! , Why didn't you tell me you know how much I hate that bitch! Calm down I said it was my fault well we sorta kissed. " YOU KISSED HER!!!. Yeah I know how were not suppose to keep secrets but I couldn't find the strength to tell you how I was in love with. " In love?" as she cut me off. Yeah I'm in love with her she's everything I wanted and more. " Bu-But I thought you were straight" I did to but ever since I kissed Gabrielle other boys don't matter to me. " So you fucked her ?" Why be so blunt but no we made love over and over again, i smirked. "Made love huh?" Well I want you to be careful because she's a train wreck, maybe she just thought it was a one time thing. I was so offended, If it was a one time thing she wouldn't have asked me out! " so that's your gf huh? I nodded. We sat in silence for a while then she asked me " Was it good" I nodded it was like the best thing ever to feel her soft smooth skin and hands and she;s goes slow and gently unless I ask for it faster I blushed. " I always knew you were a freak" Nuh uh I said. BOOM BOOM BOOM as someone pounded on the locked door Jade jumped so quickly we laughed and laughed then she asked " Does this mean we can't hang out anymore because I really miss, I understand I'm not 1st in your life but I don't want us to fall off." I grabbed her hands and said I'll always make time for you."
We hugged and I placed my head on her lap.She brushed my hair and I said Can I ask you something? "Sure" How do you know when love is real I said. Well I think it when you hurt when your not near them and all you think about is them and when you don't have the right words to explain the way you feel about them." I feel that way about Gabbi but I think she doesn't feel the same. " What would make you think that?" Promise you won't say anything but the night we had sex she got raped by her dad . " OMG" Yea I know and I watched as the whole thing happen I felt so useless but I felt she wasn't thinking straigth when we has sex, I think she just wanted to feel loved at that moment. " Does she know how you feel?" No i couldn't tell her yet I don't wanna make her life any worse. Tears rolled down my face " I blame myself for all of this, I'm just a stupid stupid girl, She wiped my tears and said don't blame yourself it was nothing you could have done but all you can do is be there for her and protect her. I wiped my tears and stood up my make-up's ruined. " Don't worry my make up bag is in the car C'mon. We walked out to her car she fixed me up and went on about our day but before that I said I love You and Thank you as I hugged Jade. She just smiled and said its my job. The day went by slow next thing I know the end of the day is here. I was so ready to go home, I walked to my car and Gabbi came from behind and said madly " WTF you cheating on me already!" I said no what are you talking about? " Stop acting dumb I saw you to! you saw me and who?." That bitch Jade I saw her holding you as you went into her car, you have time to fuck other girls not with me I knew this was to good to be true" She tried to walk off but I grabbed her and said stop she was just helping me out. " Helping you take your panties off!" She walked off but I tried to stop her but she slapped my hand away. Then I noticed Gabrielle walking toward her car and Jade was right by it. I shouted Jade run. She was confused then Wam! Gabbi knocked her off with one punch............
