Destiny~

Why me!!?

 (A/N): Hey guys :) sorry for updating late... i was so busy doing my school work :(

well.. enjoy this part :)

I love you Niall and I'm sorry. I repeated in my head.......

No guy can ruin my happy life. I will let it go as it was earlier –no guy in my life. I thought. I yet didn't told my best friend Carren about all this because I knew that she will make fun of me. Also, she'll think that I'm a dumbass. So, I was managing myself pretty well but there was a problem. Whenever the door bell rang, I got this tingling feeling that it is Niall. But of course every time I opened the door it was someone else. And everytime I used to be disappointed because it was not Niall. Not again. Why does it always happens with me?
A few years ago, maybe 2 or 3, something horrible happened with me which I still am unable to forget..

----*Flashback*---

"Hey Amy!!" harry said. Harry was the adorable and the most charming person I had ever met. I had a crush on harry but no one knew except Carren, my bestie. Most of our classes were the same so we were just friends, not good friends but just friends. "Hey, what's up?" I asked harry trying to make some conversation. "Nothing, I was just wondering, have you seen Carren?" He asked. Carren and harry were good friends and they used to hang out a lot. But Carren never invited me when she was with him because I don't know, she just didn't. And I was never really mad at her because I'm not some type of girl who hangs out with boys or you could say that I don't know how to control my feelings. "Ummm...nope, any message?" I couldn't think of anything else to say at that moment because I was lost in his dreamy green eyes. "Well nothing. I will talk to her when I will meet her, thanks. Umm.. bye" he said and I replied him by saying a small goodbye. Somehow that used to make me a little bit jealous but come on.. she was my best friend. I was happy that we got to talk, even for a little while and I couldn't wait to tell Carren about this.

The bell rang and thank god my last class was over. I went to my locker to take some things but when I opened it I found a little note in it. I was kind of surprised and wondered what it could be. When I opened the note it said "Hey Amy, I just wanted to say that you are really beautiful" –xx.

OMG!! I was sooo happy that at least someone noticed me. I wondered who it could be. I ran outside the school in search of Carren and finally found her. "Heyyy Carrei, gues WHAT!!?" I said with excitement. "What?" she said in a bored voice. "I have a secret admirer." I said with a huge grin on my face.

"you what?" she asked again looking surprised.

"yes, you heard me." I said taking out that note and showing it to her. Her jaw dropped by seeing that.

"whoa! Nice girl! But who is it?"

"I don't know, maybe .... HARRY!!!!" I said practically screaming.

"Ha, no no it can't be him. I know him and I am sure its not him." She said which broke my heart. I don't care whatever she has to say, somewhere inside me I knew that it was Harry.

From that day whenever the school got over and I went to open my locker, I found a little note saying something nice about me everyday. That made me feel happy and beautiful about myself.

One day I found the note saying- 'hey! Its me again. :P so I was just wondering that why not we meet at room 985 which is at the top floor of the school at around 15 minutes from now. I'll be waiting.-xx' OMG!!!!! I ran to the washroom to see myself and fortunately I looked good. Then I started the search for room 985. I finally found it. OMG!! He must be inside. Please be harry. Please be harry. I thought to myself and opened the door to get inside. When I got in I saw the back of a man and he was wearing a black coat. He had curly hair. He almost looked like harry. I was about to faint but I controlled myself and went near that mysterious guy. "Hey!! I'm here." I said. Suddenly I heard some giggling behind the curtains. I walked forward to see where that obnoxious sound came from. But I couldn't really make out what it was. So I walked towards that mysterious man and stood in front of him with a huge grin. But believe me I was not ready for what I saw. He was not a real man but a mannequin. My smile dropped. Now I could heard some laughing behind the curtains and then three boys appeared in front of me out of nowhere. "Hahahahaha! Amy, you are such a fool"

My heart stopped because it was none other than Harry.

"Did you really think that you will have an admirer?" The other guy said who was kind of familiar. Tears began rolling down my cheek. I ran out of the room without saying a word and I could hear them laugh from behind. I thought that Harry was a really nice guy but guess what, I was wrong. He was a jerk. It was a prank. But why me? Why on earth they only got to do this stupid thing with me?

---*End of flashback*---

From that day I had decided that I will never ever fall for any guy because guys are jerk. You can never trust them. But I couldn't control in the case of Niall. I just thought that Niall was different. I know that it isn't his fault that he suffered an accident. All I know is that life is playing really good games with me and I am loosing. 

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