Chapter 6 {I Can't}

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Wes held Sohinki's hands and fell into a daze into Sohinki's eyes as he stared back happily. But soon Sohinki snapped out of it and sadness and disappointed washed over his face. Wes was concerned and held him closer.

"Wes.."

"Yea?" Wes grew more concerned.

"I'm sorry. I can't do this, I can't be with you."

Wes's expression flipped. Sohinki wasn't used to seeing such a happy boy turn so sad and numb looking.

"W-why?" Wes's stomach started to twist and his heart dropped.

"Wes I want to but I can't. If someone at work ever found out..."

"But you said last night if no one told.."

"But Wes if someone saw us or caught on we'd both be fired straight away." Matt interrupted.

Wes felt tears start to build in his eyes. He wasn't even in a relationship with him and felt as if he was being broken up with.

"I...but I love you.." Wes frowned.

"I know and I love you too..but we really can't do this.." Matt pulled the taller man into a hug.

"I'm so so sorry Wes.." Wes started to cry on Sohinki's shoulder. He sniffed trying to conceal it but it was too hard, he really loved Matt. He had never loved anyone more and that was getting ripped away from him.

Wes fell to the ground and Sohinki followed him growing more sorry.

"Wes?!" Sohinki held Wes's face as he cried, he tried to calm down but Wes crued harder, coughing and choking on his own tears.

"Matt..." Matt started to tear up.

"Wes I.."

"Matt, tell someone." Matt's glossy eyes widened with shock.

"What? Wes I thought we agreed-"

"Maybe they'll support it." Wes was determined to make things work.

"And if they don't?"

"Say it was a joke...please."

Matt took a deep breath.

"Who should I tell?"

Wes thought for a minute on who he thought would be most supportive.

"Joven."

Matt nodded and rubbed the other boys arms.

"Ok. I'll tell him tonight, I have to meet up with him later."

"Thank you.." Wes let a small smile form on his lips.

"It's no problem." Matt pulled Wes into a tight and warm embrace.

"I love you." Matt spoke in a loving tone to Wes.

"I love you too.~"

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