Sohinki got ready to leave, Wes was gonna stay at Matt's and await a response. Matt grabbed his keys.
"You'll be ok right?" Matt held the other close.
"Yea, I'll be ok!" Wes reassured the small boy with a small smirk.
"Ok" Matt spoke sweetly, kissing the other before leaving.
Wes smiled when the two pulled away.
"Ok, wish me luck." Matt crossed his fingers and Wes did the same.
"Ok, bye! I love you!" Matt walked out hesitantly, instantly feeling worried after closing the door. He rubbed his face with a sigh and walked to his car and drove off.
As Sohin drove he felt his palms get clammy and tighten on the streering wheel. And before he knew it he had arrived at the park him and Joven were meeting to talk about the next few video ideas. He saw Joven sitting there on a bench, playing on his phone.
Matt parked his car and took a deep breath. He popped his door open and he saw Joven's head shoot up in his direction smiling when he recognized it was Sohinki. Joven waved in his direction and Matt waved back.
"Hey! How are you dude?" Joven walked up to him smacking his back with a big smile.
"I'm good-ish..!" Sohinki rubbed the back of his neck as the two walked through the park discussing ideas for videos, challenges and the channel in general. Matt couldn't hold it in much longer and cut Joven off towards the end of his sentence.
"Hey, Joven. Can I tell you something?"
"Matt, of course! You can tell me anything....unless it's about your grandma's sextape then I don't wanna hear it." Joven laughed and they stopped walking.
Matt laughed back awkwardly.
"Me and Wes...might have hooked up last night.." Sohinki felt the silence drop.
It was awkward and tense.
"Matt what the fuck?. What the fuck is wrong with you? Are you serious?" Jovens face was furious.
"I- I..I was joking! Of course! Why the fuck would I do that?!" Sohinki felt sweat from anxiety build on him.
"Like I'd believe that for a minute. Matt. Ugh what the fuck dude. That's so fucked Matt oh my god! You can't date him. Ok? So your choice. Wes or Smosh Games." Joven crossed his arms his eyebrows furrowed deep.
"Ok..
The two continued walking and discussing ideas after Joven calmed down but still Sohinki was distracted and knowing he had to go home to a hopeful Wes was stressful to him.
When it was time for him to leave he hugged Joven but before he let go Joven muttered something in his ear.
"Remember what I said.."
Sohinki nodded and walked off. He started tearing up and his lip quivered a bit as he got in his car. He was so frustrated. He was angry and sad. He just wanted to be with Wes. He drove home the fastest he had ever before. When he and rrived he hesitated getting out and sighed. And with that he got out of his car and walked to his front door. He unlocked the door and saw Wes run out from Matt's bedroom smiling.
"How did it go? How did Joven react?"
"Wes. I'm so sorry...."
Wes's heart broke into a million tiny pieces. He felt himself weaken.
"I think...I'll just leave now Matt."
Sohin said nothing.
He just looked down.
"I....love you Matt..see you around."
With tears in his eyes he was gone. Just like that. So easily lost. Taken. Broken. Sohinki cried hard, the first time in a while.
"I love you too....."
