Why is the Question || Luke/Ashton Fanfiction

Chapter 8

ASHTON'S POV

"Where the hell is Kit and everyone else?"

"Ashton" Michael yells

Michael punches me in the face.

"What the fuck?" Kit yells to Michael

"What the hell was that for?" Ashton shouts

"It wasn't Ashton!" Kit says

"What? Who the fuck was it?" Michael asked

"Fucking Cameron." Ashton says

"That fucking prick." Michael says

"Ashton beat the shit out of Cameron his face was so bloody I thought Ash was going to kill him." Kit says

"Where's Jenn?" Michael asked

"In the back of my car" Ashton says

"Okay let's go back to my house. My parents won't be home tonight or tomorrow. " Michael says

"Alright." Everyone says

When we arrive at Michael and Jenn's house I carry Jenn to her room and sit on the chair next to her bed. Michael comes in.

"Um I was just about to go down stairs." I say

"Maybe you should stay in here." He says

"What? No I can't. Not because of what happened last year." I say

"I didn't see you drink. Stay I know she'd want you to stay and wait for her to wake up. I'll just come check a couple times." Michael says

"Okay. Trust me nothing like that will ever happen again." I say

Michael leaves the room. I continue to talk to myself aloud. Not loud enough for them to here me down stairs.

"Being in this room brings back memories I don't want to remember. I have to live the rest of my life knowing what I did to Jenn. Oh my god. I can't believe myself. I don't deserve a girl as great as Jenn. But I can't not just stop loving her. I never really loved somebody before besides my mother, sister and brother."

Michael did check on me a couple times and after a couple hours it got late and I was getting tired so I fell asleep in her chair.

JENN'S POV

I wake up in my to find Ashton sitting on the chair next to my bed. Why is he here why the fuck is he here oh my god not again. Not like last year. Wait if he did anything we would probably be in the same bed, but I don't know. Only thing I can recall from last night is talking to Cameron and drinking that drink he gave me. I kind of remember being brought to the car and hearing someone talk but I'm not sure I couldn't make out the voice. I look over to Ash sleeping on my chair. He looks perfect sleeping there. I don't want to wake him. Too late he wakes up as I look away and back at him.

"Uh let me explain." He stutters

"Go ahead." I say

Michael comes in the room and we look at him. He comes sits on my bed and Ashton leaves my room.

"Wait Ash." I say

"I'll come back to check on you later." He responds

"Do you remember anything from last night?" Michael asks

"The only thing I remember is talking to Cameron and being in Ashton's car after." I say

"Okay so Cameron drugged you and brought you to a room nothing happened something almost did but Kit went to get me then ran into Ashton first they went to the room Ashton literally beat the shit out of him. Kit said he almost killed him. He brought you to his car and we all went home. He carried you to your room and I was going to stay in here with you but I decided maybe you'd want Ashton in here. I don't know. But I checked on him a couple times he did nothing to you he didn't even drink last night only water." Michael explains

"Wait what made you think I wanted Ashton in here when I woke up?" I ask Michael

"I don't know I just thought." He responded

Ashton kind of saved my life. Cameron almost took advantaged of me when I was unconscious. Okay maybe Ashton was right when he said Cameron was bad news. He was actually telling the truth.

"Ashton." I say

Is it time to forget the past? I'm not really sure about my feelings for Ashton. But I also know that I don't know what I'd do without him. I just wonder if he feels the same way? I don't know when we made out on my bed he was telling the truth. For some odd reason I feel like he was but I don't know if I can trust him.

"What about him?" Michael asked

"I need to talk to him." I say

I quickly jump off my bed and run down the stairs. Michael follows me down the stairs.

"Is Ashton here still?" I ask everyone

"I think he was just getting into his car." Kimberly says

I run outside. As Ashton gets in his car.

"Did you really mean everything you meant in the car and when we were in my room?"

"Wait what are you talking about what car?" He seems surprised

He steps out if his car and I back up

"Last night. Everything you said in the car did you mean it?" I say

"Oh my god you heard that?!" Scratching his head. He seem shocked

"Ashton stop avoiding the question." I protested

"I'm not but I didn't think you heard me I was just getting something off my chest ." He tells me.

I really couldn't think of anything wrong with Ashton when we dated besides that he has a little temper.

"But I meant every thing I said. In your room and in my car. Nothing was a lie. I know I have to live everyday remembering what I did to you. But not for one minute did I stop loving you. I always think about you. I know I'm not who you need. You could definitely find someone that could treat you better than I ever could. But just tell me you don't feel the same way about me so I can leave you alone. I'm not very good with words so I can't tell you how much I love you." He tells

I need a moment to think about this. And process what I'm going to say.

(I think to myself.)

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