Wonderful Things

Small Infinities

Meg and I switched places and I was the one trying to calm her down. I hated this and I could notbare seeing her like this. I told her things like how it was ok and that everything will be alright till Harry came. He looked at me then at Meg, reeking of alcohol in the morning of may 31st

 Meg looked so pale, as if drained out of her blood, while sitting there at the corner of my upstairs bathroom silently. Harry came closer to me to help me up and I rejected. "Can you please talke Diana and Toby outide first?" I looked up into his dull green eyes and he only nodded, silent, leaving the bathroom and to the twins room to take them to the backyrd where it was more peaceful. Meg and I were left alone and I took a couple of glances over at her, trying to sit more comfortablly against the tub.

" You know I really wish I could have told ou earlier before it turned to days,"  I spoke softly, "I-I was just so scared..you..everyone, the kids.. you are all happy and I did not want to ruin that" My eyes felt hot with tears and my throat ached from how dry it was.

After another moment of torturous silince, she looked ovr at me instead of the ground. she scuffed and rolled her eyes at my sweating body, looking away again. " you are so selfless.. there is no one for me after you. there is no me after you" her words instantly caught my attention and I parted my lips to speak till she cut me off. " Don't worry. I'm only going to be death's unfinished buisness after you" she mumbled at me and took in a deep silent breath.

Hary came back in the bathroom again, and took Megs hand, helping her up and she looked at him. her swollen eyes watered again and she whimperd at Harry who took a silent deep breath. she Walked out and Harry blinked hard, turning towards me and giving me somewhat of a smile. "Alright you. lets take you somewhere more comfortable!" He bent dow,tucking one arm under my knees and the other around my waist, lifting me bridal style and towards William and I's room, where I'm guessing is where my death bed waited next to Valerie's crib.

He tucked me in like a child and handed m a glass of water while I held Valerie tight in my arms and he sat at my bed side. Valerie slept peacefully in my arms, and it felt almost imposible that this might be the last time I will b able to hold her. Though I managed to take many pictutes of her and I and her and the twins, along with Harry, Meg ,and her dad. I wanted her to have a memory of me, I wanted it to be differnt for her and anything but like how I lost my mother. I dont even remember how she looked like,since all the pictures are with Micheal. I remember she had Blonde hair,but I took after my dad. Micheal always told me that she was a very optomistic person, and I wish I got to meet her longer.

"Alision drink some damn water" Harry said softly and I sighed,as I took the glass, taking a few sips before placing it on the nightstand and reaching for his hand. he only watched for a moment, before he held my hand and I ran my thumb over the mark I had ade on his hand four years ago. "Don't leave William on his own" I once again broke he awkward silience, "Take care of my 5 monkies and your self." He furrowed his brows together nd licked his bottom lip, letting out a loud sigh as he looke at me, my eyes and my face. He wore a sympethatic look on his face and he squeezed my hand gently. "Stop it" He mumbled and I shook my head. "You need to hear this Harry. I don't have forever and The doctors cant do anything." I mumbled and he parted his lips to speak till I stopped him. "I love you Harry..now say it back and promise me!" I said along with a small chuckle. He somewhat smiled at me, and that seemed to be somewhat of a progress in this situation. I placed Valerie next to me and sat up slowly, looking at him with my arms wide open. He rushed into my arms and I huggwed him tight, taking in his scent and feeling his warm tears on my old sweater. Harry finally pulled away and looked at me, a smile plastered on my face." I love and promise you. this isn't goodbye babe" He leaned foreward and kissed my head, brushing my hair back and smiling at me before he stood up, leaving me and Meg in the room to go check on the kids.

Meg took Harry's spot next to me and I bit my lip as she just sat there staring at me. " This isn't ral..I'm not saying goodbye" She shook her head and I grinned. "ok then fine. this isn't goodbye.. I will just see you later. don't be sad because you will see me again. soulmates stay together forever. through life and death." I did all I could to comfort her, melting in her warm arms and that was, when William came in.

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Will she tell William?..