Wherever You Are ~Luke Hemmings love story~

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Luke's POV

I was practicing all day. I was in the garage with the guys. They acted like this was nothing. I was in my own world right now. No phone. No food. No games. I saw Michael playing games on his phone, Calum taking photos of himself, and Ashton texting Cecilia probably. That made me think of Lex. I felt bad that I didn't answer her texts but this meeting decided my future. It needed to be perfect.

I walked inside the house to use the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I saw huge bags under my eyes. I looked like I haven't sleep in weeks. I splashed water on my face. I was walking back to my garage and saw my phone buzzing. It was Lex. I decided to answer.

"Hey babe? How are you? I heard about your meeting. Congrats" She sounded so happy.

"I'm a little busy" I was so stressed.

"You deserve a break. You've been working hard the past two days"

"No! No breaks!! We need to be perfect"

"Ok no need to shout. I haven't talked to you all day. I just want to hear your voice"

"Whatever. Can I go now?" I rolled my eyes.

"Well, do you have any spare time to talk? I would like to hear your voice" she shouted back.

"Well stop being a clingy bitch so I can practice" I shouted a little harsh.

"Excuse me for wanting to talk to my boyfriend especially before I move in 3 days. Maybe I should just go find a better one" I heard her sniffle.

"Well maybe you should. Sorry if I'm focussing on my career." I shouted not caring if anyone heard.

"Well I didn't know I was so unimportant"

"I am stressed out and need to work. So stop being a bitch and let me go"

"Ok well I will let you go. How about forever?"

"That sounds perfect" I yelled.

"Fine. We're done" The line went dead.

I was in shock. We're done. My face was going pale. I didn't have to look in a mirror to notice. We're done. I felt a tear drop. I walked back in the garage and sat on the couch with my guitar starring off into space. We're down.

"Yo. Luke, you alright? We heard you on the phone." Michael asked. I was full of rage. I wanted to punch someone. I walked over to the wall and stood there. No movement. Then BAM! I punched a hole in the wall and then another. My knuckles were bleeding.

"Hey! Man! Calm down" The boys came over and pulled me back to the couch.

"What happened?" Ashton asked.

"Alexia broke up with me" I spit out. Then I felt my tears. All the guys looked at each other. Calum left.

I walked over to the fridge and grabbed a beer. They were my parents. I never drank but this could fix my pain. Could it?

Alexia POV

I felt like I was about to die. I sat down and just left the wind blow my hair. The girls came outside.

"Alexia? You ok? We heard" They both hugged me. I was like Niagara Falls. We went inside. I climbed in my bed drowned myself with tissues, blankets, and chocolate.

After about 10 minutes we heard a knock on the door. I didn't move.

"What gives you the right to show up hear?" I heard Cecilia. I didn't know who was there and I couldn't hear them.

"So did we. What did he say?"

"All we heard was what she said. Okay come in" I heard the door close.

"Alexia?" Someone rubbed my back. I crawled out of the bed. It was Calum.

I jumped into his arms and cried.

"How could he do this to me?" I cried. "We only have 3 days left together" I stayed in Calum's arms crying.

I cried until I had no more tears. Now I had a rush of anger. I went to my bag. I had one of his shirts he left at my house. I took that and a pair of scissors. I ripped and teared. I went out on the balcony and threw it off the ledge. I the was sad again and cried. I was sitting with my back on the glass ledge. Madison came outside and sat next to me.

"Do you want to talk?" I nodded no. We sat in silence that was unbearable. I randomly shouted

"I still love him. He hurt me in my any different ways but deep inside I still have butterflies when I think of him" I put my head on her shoulder. "Is that wrong?"

"Oh honey" she sighed "I really don't have much experience with boys but I do know that Luke loves you. We all know how he gets when feeling stressed. I think he needs to blow off some steam and then you guys should talk" I nodded. "Can you promise me something?" I looked at her. "Can we go back in there and be the same Lexy you were an hour ago? I know you are hurting and you don't have to but it's our last girls day" I felt so bad. I just ruined their night. I wiped my tears.

"I'm sorry. I ruined our last night. I really wish I wasn't going" I hugged her.

"You didn't ruin it. There was just a little bump in the night" We walked back inside and Calum was getting up to go.

"Hey, Alexia. I'm sorry about everything. I just want you to know that he is very stressed and you know how he gets" I nodded "just let him cool down. I know you're leaving Saturday but please don't let him ruin your feelings. Plus Thursday we are all going to Nando's. Soo... chicken" he poked me and I laughed and hugged him.

"You guys always make me feel better"

"I'm going to get going. Please text me or Michael anytime you need to talk" he said. I nodded and he walked out.

Us girls just watched movies for the rest of the night. I really didn't get much into the movie but I just sat I silence eating ice cream.

It was about 4 am. They both fell asleep. I was sitting on the balcony and looking at pictures on my phone. It was selfies of me and Luke. Then I read our texts. How could a person change so quickly? Especially Luke. I really didn't know what to think or say about everything that just happened. I really love Luke and I will always love him. But I don't know if I should get back together with him. He is really doing great with his band and they will only go up. But His words saying that his music was more important then me. This was a big reality check. I continued asking the same question the rest of the night.

Is this worth the fight? Or should I just say goodbye?