JEALOUS

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I'm jealous of the love you had with her
I'm jealous you didn't love me the way you love her
I'm jealous I'll never get to love you
I hurt because you will never love me the way I loved you
I'm hurt because you broke me
I'm hurt because you lied
I'm hurt because you told me you loved me
I'm hurt because it was fake
I'm jealous of the girl that gets to love you
I'm jealous that'll she'll feel you
She'll touch you
Kiss you
You'll let her do things
I'm hurt because you pushed me away
When I tried getting closer
I can't force my love on you
I can't make you love me
You fell out of love
There was no REAL love.
"I love you" he says
"You have NO IDEA how long I've waited to hear those words come out of your mouth!" I say
I've waited for you
Waited for you to love me
And you do this!?
What are you
How dare you
How could you be so cruel
Do you like to hurt me
Kill me
Rip my heart to pieces
Don't come back
Stop coming back!
It's too much
We're over
It over
For good
Let me cry
Let me shed my pain
Let me scream
Let me die
Watch me break
Fall apart
I'll watch you walk off like your the king
Like you thinking you the boss
But when Im happy and moved on you feel like hell
You'll be begging for me
But I've already let you go
You only know you love her until you let her go
Don't you see
You killed me
You didn't even care
It wasn't fair
But I guess it's whatever
It over now
Isn't it?
It not my fault
You left me
You fell
You began to see my flaws
You stopped loving me
You gave up
You stopped trying
You stopped caring
But it's ok
I'm strong
I'll fight
I'll move on
Sometime...
When I start to feel again.
I'm numb
Feeling like I want to die
But here I am
Standing tall
I think I'm ready
Ready to let go
Move on
I deserve more than this
More than you
More than you ever gave me
I need someone new
Someone that'll love me more than I love myself
Someone I can lean on
Someone I know will care
Someone I know will want me
To look at me
EVERYDAY
And say
Damn! I love you
Your so beautiful.
Loving.
Kind.
Gentle.
Funny.
Cute.
Your all I ever dreamed of
I've prayed for you
YOU
ARE
PERFECT.
WE
ARE
PERFECT.💔

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