Stay awake... Cry all night

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I ruined the best thing in my life. I ran away from you when you wanted me, now I doing the same thing. I'm saying this with my Insane mind. That'll never find anyone just like you, because you were perfect, I loved everything about you and I never showed until you were gone. And I'm so sorry. Sorry for hurting you, for yelling at you. For not loving you back when you wanted me. Not loving myself like how you loved me. I feel empty. Without you. It's hell. I feel like apart of me is gone. A chunk of my heart was ripped out of my body. But now your gone. Maybe forever......
I am a IDIOT! I don't know how to feel. I've always appreciated how you cared for me and making me feel special and loved when I didn't my love myself. I am glad you were in my life. I don't regret anything. Nothing! And no matter what there will always! Be apart of me that will always love you. When I think about you I Can't help but smile and think back to our conversations we had and the things we've shared. I think back to when we first started talking to when you first told me you liked me and told me how beautiful I was then to when you told me that you loved me. Those are AMAZING times we made and shared. And I miss that. I miss you. I feel this great energy that runs through me and it makes me so happy! That you are in this world. I just wanted you to know

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