Am I Psycho?

MIRROR;MIRROR

I dream scary things. I often lay awake in bed. I stay up over thinking. Crying. I can't leave. I'm stuck. In my own mind? In my own world? I CANT LEAVE. I feel nothing. I'm numb. Arn't I? No feeling in my mind. In my fingers or toes. I sometimes can't leave my bed. But here I am. I'm at a fair. Walking through this fun house. I keep walking, it's like a maze. I finally come to a part of distortion. Looking in the mirror. What am I? I hear screams. Creepy laughs. I feel like there are bugs crawling all over me. I'm itchy. I scratch myself until I bleed and leave scars. Can you hear the scary noises? "It's not real." I tell myself. I can see things. I can see through you. "But I can't find you?" It's blurry. It's like looking through lenses I can't see out of. I'm shaky. A little jittery. Like I've drunk 100 cups of coffee. I can't keep myself from moving. I'm standing in one place, but I'm all over at the same time. Can you hear my whispers? Can you hear my screams? I SEE YOU! "Your not real! Are you? You can't be. I can't touch you. I can't feel you." I'm standing right here. "What am I looking at? Are you crazy?" Maybe I am. What is wrong with that? Are you high? I may be higher than the clouds in the sky. "No!" Look at your eyes. Don't you see? "What am I looking for? I'm just looking, waiting, watching. What am I waiting for? Am I looking for something? I can't hear you. Awe now I can hear your whispers." What's my brain telling me? JUST LOOK AT ME! "Where am I!" RIGHT HERE! CANT YOU SEE? OPEN YOUR EYES! Can't you find yourself? "I don't see you." Just look in the M I R R O R. "Awe, there I am." Here I am. Standing in front of the mirror. "That's me?" Yes, that's me. That's US. That's my Brain. OUR brain. Schizophrenia, they call it. ARE YOU PSYCHO?
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