I hate you that your perfect
I hate that you are everything I've ever wanted
I hate that your taller than me because it was perfect
I hate that your smile makes me have butterflies in my stomach
I hate that I will never be able to touch your hair
I hate that we will never be able to lay in bed
I hate that you won't be able to feel me grasp so tightly around you
I hate that we would be so good together but you are afraid
I hate you for giving up
For running away
I hate that I told you everything but you weren't listening
I hate that I opened up to you when all you were going to do was shut me out
I hate you for pursuing me when you had intention of staying
I hate you for making me fall for you
I hate that you lied
I hate you told me you loved me when you didn't feel anything
I hate you for making me feel special
I hate you for telling me I'm beautiful
I hate you for leaving me
I hate you for crushing my heart
I hate you for controlling me
I hate that I fell for you
I hate that I fell for you manipulations
Your schemes
I hate that we will never be enough for you
I hate I will never be perfect
I hate that I will never get to touch you
Kiss you
I hate you will never get to fee my warmth and comfort and love
I hate that I tried but you didn't care
I hate that I've done all I could
I hate that I was always there for you but you still left
I hate that you don't have affection towards me
I hate that we will never get to meet
You will never get to see into my eyes
You will never get to touch my hair
Or feel my touch on your skin
I hate that I tried my hardest to bring us back together but every time you kept pushing me away
I hate that you will no longer be in my life
I hate that I can't marry you
I hate hate you were my first love
I hate that we didn't work out
I hate that you could never love me with as much as I loved you
I hate that you don't appreciate me
I hate that you didn't feel anything special
I hate that we could've been something real but you didn't care and blocked me out of your life
And out of all of this
I hate myself that out of all of this I still love you
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Am I Psycho?
Short StoryA series of short stories about love, about crazy people, crazy things, true. True feelings/experiences, and just my imagination. Hope you enjoy 😉 because each story is different, has its own feeling, it's own background, it's own experience. Can y...
