RiRi Academy Diary

Jan 31

Memories
I felt like he liked me..
Maybe i have a chance?
He is tall
Funny
Popular..
Nevermind
Its impossible
He would never be into me...

One day he talked to me
More than other day.. was he in a good mood?
Well thanks to him i was...
Yea i still think about R but its better to move on
So i decided that i will move on to J
No i cant
He doesnt like me
And thats gonna be a waste of time and emotions
Let me just not..

We worked on our mousetrap car i felt like we finally talk even if its just for a bit and its just planning

Last wednsday
He asked me to have lunch with him
I thought about it
He then said
We need to work on the mousetrap car and we are almost finished
I asked the science teacher and he said we could come in during lunch
Oh
My hopes were set too high
Okay
..
Math came around and i told my friend about not eating lunch with her
She was like whaaat you are gonna eat with j?
Yeah.. i laughed nervously
Oohh you are gonna eat with your new boyfriend!
What ew no i quickly stammered
Okay well see you after lunch she waved goodbye
..
Lunch
I was in line
I noticed j was ahead in the line
I wanted to catch up to him
But
I dont think people will be happy about someone cutting in the lunch line
So i waited
When i scanned my id
I quickly looked for j
No where
Damn
What if he isnt there?
What if he is eating with his friends?
I went upstairs to the second floor and when i got to the science room door
I peeked in
Just my head

And i there i saw j
Oh
He looked back at me
I quickly walked in
Embarrassed of how stupid I probably looked peeking in the classroom like that

Hey so... what are you fixing?
I said while placing my tray down
He had his tray of food but wasnt eating
?
Wierd
But anyways that means he is really serious about this damn project

Oh im changing the cork
You know for the ... " axle radius" heh
Oh okay..
It was a bit quiet
J
Me
..
And the science teacher ugh i forgot all about him!
We tested the car in the hall
It ran about 2 meters...crap...
The car is supposed to run 5 meters
What do we do!?
Hahaha j laughed?
I looked at him confused but a bit smiling... his laugh is contagious i can never keep myself from it